if you have suicidal thoughts and or /are depressed
don't kill yourself, theres a 50/50 chance between seeing a black abyss or diving into a place where you are constantly in pain, and it gets worse when you are long gone
your family will probably mistake your death as their fault, and they'll become depressed aswell
the absence of yourself in the third dimensional plane of existance will have a huge impact on the people that you knew, good or bad.
im currently in a state of depression (i know im young but i dont have much friends and middle school is garbage, i try to make friends and i dont try to be a richard) and it is pretty bad, but theres a end to it, and you don't have to kill yourself to get there