one time i came here looking for this certain feeling, people said it was disassociation but it dont think it was. if you guys live in a house u know the small noises that the house makes, that happened. i remember a feeling, i can not explain it. its feels like lines are going into my ear, like sound waves. my mind clears kind of, and i feel kinda childish or child like because i think i had this a lot when i was little. i then remembered something that really triggers it is like... an explosion? an explosion of some short, but not like a nuke, like a blue star? and a really loud but also dampened pop? if you know how it feels while your nutting, its like that. without the pleasure and without the intensity. more child like. my feet also tingle.
im not insane am I? does this happen to anyone else?