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Off Topic / Re: I keep opening the forum to see if there's anything new and interesting on here
« on: January 17, 2024, 11:01:57 AM »
I still remember having my dad buy me BL back in 2012/13 (honestly don't remember its one of those years) and i instantly loved it though i never learned how to built that well lol. though being like 10/11 i had no idea what I had no idea wtf I was getting myself into. I still remember in the Return To Blockland chat people were posting very inappropriate bs in the chat and i definitely should've had someone monitoring what I was looking at, at that age.
flash forward to like 2014, I joined the forums once I made an actual email but I didn't really post anything until some dude named Amir made a drama on me because how of I was hosting my boss battles server (which was basically just a ripoff of pecons server lmao). I made a counter drama which didn't go well obviously me being 12 and not knowing how to actually form an argument and going off pure emotions. After that experience I was started ducking the BL forums because I clearly couldn't handled it lol.
Then in 2016/17 I started posting again now as a 14 year old, from what I remember , i was a kinda annoying and plus I learned that I really didn't know to communicate with people properly. some of my forum threads would be complaining about things in my life or just posting a lot of pictures of myself which started to annoy some people so yeah loool. I did make a lot of friends in
da community (nix the glaceon, insertnamehere, visolator to name a few) but i straight haven't talked anyone here anymore besides Visolator ig (even then we rarely interact on discord). One thing I remember is that I was definitely not right in the head and had mental health problems (straight up still do but im a lot more aware of it ).
I think 2018 is where I started to move on from Blockland almost entirely. Like I used to be almost depend on this site as weird as it sounds but now I barely think about unless im feeling nostalgic, I want check in if its the site is still or people still hosting servers. right now im kinda the same personality wise when i was a teenager but ive definitely become way more aware of myself and surroundings, trying to work on myself more as a person. I could've typed a lot more but i think this is fine.
flash forward to like 2014, I joined the forums once I made an actual email but I didn't really post anything until some dude named Amir made a drama on me because how of I was hosting my boss battles server (which was basically just a ripoff of pecons server lmao). I made a counter drama which didn't go well obviously me being 12 and not knowing how to actually form an argument and going off pure emotions. After that experience I was started ducking the BL forums because I clearly couldn't handled it lol.
Then in 2016/17 I started posting again now as a 14 year old, from what I remember , i was a kinda annoying and plus I learned that I really didn't know to communicate with people properly. some of my forum threads would be complaining about things in my life or just posting a lot of pictures of myself which started to annoy some people so yeah loool. I did make a lot of friends in
da community (nix the glaceon, insertnamehere, visolator to name a few) but i straight haven't talked anyone here anymore besides Visolator ig (even then we rarely interact on discord). One thing I remember is that I was definitely not right in the head and had mental health problems (straight up still do but im a lot more aware of it ).
I think 2018 is where I started to move on from Blockland almost entirely. Like I used to be almost depend on this site as weird as it sounds but now I barely think about unless im feeling nostalgic, I want check in if its the site is still or people still hosting servers. right now im kinda the same personality wise when i was a teenager but ive definitely become way more aware of myself and surroundings, trying to work on myself more as a person. I could've typed a lot more but i think this is fine.