its been 20 minutes since i opened this reply and i just want it to be loving posted so here we go
my attitude has always been bad but in the recent year as im making giant steps fighting depression (which by this point barely exists anymore ✨) i at least feel like im not comparable anymore to myself from at least pre 2018
i dont have a grudge for beachbum and grimlock
i dont want to apologize another time about my most recent ban
i do want to express that i know all three of us know that besides that recent ban, any ban in the past 2 years have been purposely self-inflicted to cold-turkey the summer break, it even says so in the threads the bans are in
i suck at holding grudges, i dont have one. i dont like watching either of you do your best to say some stuff that would actually make me feel bad, and i dont like replying back with equal caliber