Rage and sorrow build up inside me simultaneously. I don't know how to let go. I was completely immobilized by these combined feelings today, feeling a chest pain strong enough to leave me paralyzed for two hours. I can't let anyone discover this. I feel safe writing this here because it's probably the safest place on earth for it to be. Prying eyes and ears will never find it, and those who do I am comfortable talking to about it.
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