Listen, this forum is very harsh. And if you can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen. I have been talked stuff about on here all the time, and I am sure other people have too.
But I don't let it get to me. I know those people are a bunch of idiots who have nothing better to do than to go on the internet and flame a child all day. Don't kill yourself. It's not worth it. a lot of people in your life love you. And killing yourself is not the answer. I hope you feel better now :).