You were blocked because you were only seeking attention and sympathy when many of us have already tried, but there's only so much we can do for you, we're not licensed medical professionals
I understand that you crave the attention and sympathy because of where your mind is at right now, you're in a very weak and emotional state of mind, but most of us cannot physically help you, and there's only so many times that we can tell you to not to kill yourself, not to cause further harm to your body or your brain by overdosing on drugs, and wish you well before it starts to lose it's meaning
If you truly want to recover from this, you'll have to start making those advances yourself, we can't do everything for you, the most we can do is provide what emotional support we can, but that's only if you're willing to help yourself, otherwise things will just go nowhere and you'll only feel worse
Please, drop the meth, and actually seek help, and follow through with it
We've tried reaching out and talking to you, but that's all we could do, you have to be the one to make that push toward actually recovering, us talking to you isn't gonna do that
If you can actually make the advances toward bettering your mental health, then we can do our best to help you along the way, but if you just keep letting yourself fall further into this pit of despair, then there's nothing we can do to help, and by coming to us looking for sympathy while you've made no real progress toward recovering, then you're just wasting our time
Again, we do care about you, and we do want you to get better, but YOU have to want to get better, YOU have to want to push yourself through the necessary steps in order to recover and be able to move past this
If YOU want to be able to get past this, then YOU have to start pushing yourself for the better