just an idea
the same kind of idea happened to me.
was an idiot
got banned
continued to read the forums, though banned, learned how to act better
felt ready but needed a key
got a key and joined acting better than i did
OP, you're not that bad, tbh. Just some of the noobish mistakes most users make when they join.
Honestly, I hate it when forumers look at someone's build, see something wrong with it, and flash it in the OP's face not realizing the OP has feelings too.
(What I'm not talking about: "It looks like nothing like an airplane, please make it rounder."
What I am talking about: "ITS A FLYING BOX YOU SUCK AT BUILDING"; which is what y'all were saying to Queeba)
Anyways, the one fault I find with you, is you overreact when someone criticizes you or your projects, you need to chill out and listen to their ideas. However, I understand that you feel under pressure when you are criticized but you need to ignore people.
Well, I'm sorry that you're feeling this way, maybe you should take a break or something. But,
You aren't helping yourself with this thread