I tend to jokingly insult people (though I know it totally doesn't seem that way) with people I am comfortable with or can relate to.
I'm not a good friend because of that and because I'm not a very reliable or trustworthy person.
I'm also really lazy and unmotivated. And when I get upset, I would say stuff that I would normally not. I also can't apologize for something sometimes even though I completely want to. I guess I'm too embarrassed to apologize. I'm a giant hypocrite.
I'm just a really mean person to people that I like even though I don't mean it. It's extremely hard for me to open up to people.
I guess a good thing is that I know when I overstep my bounds, which is something I don't see much in a lot of people. Almost every time I ignore it though because I'm an idiot.