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« on: August 20, 2011, 09:40:32 AM »
On the 19/08/11, at around about 8 o clockish at night, my granddad passed away, he was suffering from pain, his lungs was filling up with stuff, he had lung cancer, he was so much in pain, I was so sad, I spent so much of my life with my granddad, 13 loving years of growing up with that loveable granddad, and now he's gone, when I heard the news,I was shocked more than crying, it feels like I'm almost totally brain dead and don't know what to do, I haven't been able to sleep at all, and I'm really sad. But a few hours later, then I was told that my cousin had just given birth to a baby girl, at around 2AM.
I won't have anyone there for me when I need my computer fixing/or need a upgrade, I won't have anyone there for me to just to talk to about computer stuff. I won't have anyone there to comfort me.
So I'm confused so much right now. I'm going to have to go to a funeral, then I'm going to have to go to a wedding.
So basically I've just cried myself to sleep, and what I was wanting to know, has anyone of your relatives died, and how did you feel about it?