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Drama / God damn it
« on: December 17, 2020, 03:54:39 AM »
I know it's a terrible idea to bring it up again but holy stuff is it bugging me, this constant regret and dread hanging over me lately. I get flashbacks to that thread several times a week now. It makes me so sick. I feel like the only way to clear my mind is to reiterate that I'm nothing like I was when I was 15 or 16. I was jacking it several times a day since I was 11 to weird furry stuff. I was super forgeted up and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Do you understand what that much loveual stimulation can do to someone? It conditions them to like and accept things that they should be repulsed by. It's the reason they tell us now that its healthy to masturbate all the time, so that we all become desensitized and gay. How did I change? I grew up, I lost my stupid puberty hormones and I broke the pattern by abstaining. I can't go back to it. I don't even feel like a furry anymore. I'm barely attracted to guys anymore. And I will never EVER be attracted to kids. Mark my words. You will never find me grooming like Evar or in a love offender registry.

Please note that I have to engineer some things to avoid the april fools word filter which I believe is in effect at the time of writing this. Phuck becomes "forget", pr0n becomes "research", p-phile becomes "child enthusiast", secks becomes "love", and so on. I'm afraid that it will completely throw off my point.

A moderately traumatizing event that went down just last night brought to my attention that an old alias is still attached to something terrifying that can be found with little effort whatsoever by manipulative psychopaths who have the intent to ruin others' lives online and outside. I'm only now taking action to finish separating myself from it, but some things are impossible to change and therefore still carry the curse of 'Willymcmilly'.

In hopes that those trying to burn down everything around me will find this post and hold their phucking horses, I want to explain.

I am not a p-phile, I have not exploited a minor or had the intent of exploiting minors. I am not in possession of CP, nor am I seeking it out or viewing it in any way. I am innocent, and simply made a series of bad choices.

I was around 15, lacking a good amount of self-awareness and going through a very phucked up phase at the time. This was all because of puberty, hormones, loneliness, and way too much time on the internet. I had no friends to hang out with or anything I wanted to do outside of video games and jacking it. Yes, I was convinced that I was a p-phile. I told myself it was cool. However, as I said, this was only a phase.
By the time I turned 17 I had a major boost in maturity. Things have changed dramatically since then. I'm about finished going through puberty and my hormones are settling down. I have stuff to do and friends to talk to.

Before it's brought up, I do have some odd kinks that I was braindead enough to reveal with excitement to everyone on the off-topic forum. I'm not going to try and deny that because it's a stuff-ton less embarrassing than what I proceeded to do.

Badspot, or anyone else who has the power to delete stuff, if you're reading this, I ask you to consider purging everything to do with the incident to save me any more trouble, even if it includes my account. If you don't, that's fine too.
This will hopefully be the last you see of me on the BLF. Have a good life.

Forum Games / what did peach write to mario?
« on: January 24, 2017, 01:16:35 PM »


Drama / Stop calling me a child enthusiast and obsessing over old stuff.
« on: January 23, 2017, 07:17:50 PM »
I'm really loving tired of people calling me out for something that's dated and not true. I mostly blame Krupp for being an all-around richardhead, even endlessly attacking me on The Good One. I don't desire to forget children, I will never forget a child. I am not loveually attracted to children. I don't like loli girls or shota boys. I will not defend a childforgeter. The reason I like cub is for its representation of innocence in an ideal fictional world. It goes alongside my pre-existing interest for the furry subculture.

For those of you who were here during the initial drama, you no doubt remember what I said about that guy with thousands of CP images. That was greatly misworded. I have explained several times what I was intending to say.
I believe people in possession of CP with no existing record of loveual acts on children (or attempted etc.) should be dealt with on a different level than people who actively perform loveual acts on children. The creators and distributors of child research are obviously much more important because they created the content that the aformentioned otherwise innocent customer is only in possession of. They were the ones who loveually abused children, not the customer.
It probably already works this way so I don't know why I even brought it up.

Anyways, I hope you can read into this enough to understand where I'm coming from instead of ignoring everything and continuing to call me names.

Off Topic / Just press the word suggestion buttons a bunch of times.
« on: January 18, 2017, 07:36:59 AM »
You know those things that try and predict your words on mobile? Yeah, do that.

I have to talk to me and I am not able to get the chance to get some more information about the same thing as not to mention the that the same reason I keep you posted on the limit to the inbox to get some people scared the same as last year I am not able but easy to do you have a desk just like a realis the banks all that bullstuff and the bottom found that kind an estate sale of is a loving pullup the same as the use the one with the little opossum a to a therapist and it was to the party.

Forum Games / Make a story using only images
« on: January 05, 2017, 09:35:59 AM »
Kinda like the other one but you continue the story using images without text justification. One image per post.


Off Topic / Knockoff soda brands
« on: January 05, 2017, 09:01:03 AM »
Every once in a while I remember that these exist.
My region's grocery store has by far my fav ones.
I'm on my phone but otherwise I'd make a huge OP explaining this with lots of images.

Off Topic / associate an animal with a race
« on: January 04, 2017, 02:42:57 PM »


Off Topic / I need grammar help.
« on: January 03, 2017, 09:31:38 AM »
I'm writing an essay, but I feel like there's something wrong with the opening statement. Can any grammar experts tell me if this is a run-on sentence?

Although they are two different characters from two different stories, Lizabeth and Roger are very similar in the way they have an experience with another character that results in a change of heart for them.

Forum Games / Adventures of George the Clipart Fish
« on: December 13, 2016, 09:18:46 PM »
This is you, George.

You are a clipart fish.

You live with your two best friends on the hard-drive of a Windows 2000 computer.

Jimson, he likes skates. He always wears skates.

And Abdul, you don't know what he's supposed to be. What is he?

You are bored with this same old folder. You want to explore new places and do new things. What do you do as your first course of action?

Off Topic / image dump
« on: December 05, 2016, 04:16:15 PM »
post your best images

Off Topic / BLF makes a slideshow presentation
« on: December 02, 2016, 08:51:23 PM »
We have a very important presentation to finish. forget it up.

Off Topic / Aesthetic thread
« on: November 30, 2016, 10:24:46 PM »
What are your aesthetics? What makes you feel good when you see or experience it?

e.g. these are my aesthetics

80's luxury interior design

the early 2000s

grunge (all i could think of is a picture of Kurt Cobain)

home video tapes

Home Video Tape I

Off Topic / Are any people in America actually oppressed?
« on: November 30, 2016, 11:51:07 AM »
When you think about it, nobody in America is really oppressed. The way our democracy works may not be totally fair sometimes, but they're not intentionally keeping you down at all based on color/love/religion/etc. It boggles me how feminists in america can know about what what goes on in places like the Afghanistan and still believe they're being oppressed at all. They're pretty much just grabbing at straws now. This isn't just feminists, but anyone who believes they're being systematically oppressed and being treated unfairly by the government. When a black kid is unnecessarily shot by a cop or a white dude with second amendment rights, that's not oppression. That's an individual choosing to be a richardhead. Now, if a majority non-black people in america were specifically shooting black people, that could be considered oppression. If the government made a law that says non-blacks should specifically shoot all black people that enter your property, that's definitely oppression.

What are your thoughts, BLF?

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