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Off Topic / Information regarding HOCD and my issues.

« on: January 08, 2016, 07:06:07 AM »

Okay, I think it is well known that I'm insecure and overall just a whiny little bitch, i can't help it really, it's in my genes, I'm born with it.

If you don't know I have OCD, which is when someone has obsessive thoughts that bring anxiety, usually it has people doing rituals to relive it. More specifically I have HOCD, when a person has intrusive thoughts about being gay. (Some gay people have it about being straight, the illness can affect people of all loveualities) I'm going to be as clear as I can when I say I am not gay, I'm 100% certain. I never had these thoughts before this and I always thought of myself as intimate with a woman in all ways. BLF thinks I'm gay for what I assume to be me saying "I'm not gay" over and over again for no reason. They think I am a repressed homoloveual. I say it to keep anxiety down. I've never had a loveual desire for men or a romantic desire for men ever.
I used to have Harm OCD, where I would have intrusive thoughts about killing somebody or "If you don't turn off your lights 30 times then you will turn into a killer". I eventually got over it and I moved on.

Also, please do not call me gay, I understand BLF loves to instigate and seeks conflict, but for my mental health and my way to get better, just don't, please.

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Forum Games / ROAST THE AVATAR ABOVE YOU

« on: January 08, 2016, 04:58:11 AM »

Roast the avatar above you.
Rate the above roast 0-10 also.

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Off Topic / Take the Gay Test.

« on: January 07, 2016, 08:35:22 AM »

http://www.gay-test.com/test.asp
im 18% gay

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Off Topic / edgeland (warning edgy)

« on: January 06, 2016, 05:44:37 PM »

Welcome to the edge zone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0

my bedtime is 8:30 so i cut myself

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Forum Games / Satisfy the king!

« on: January 06, 2016, 07:22:44 AM »

Here is how the game goes. I give a demand (example: Give me a fruit) and you give it to me(example: here is a grape). At the end of the day I pick who did best and your name will be eternally added to the king's throne (OP)

THE KINGS DAILY ROYAL WORD: Give me a new forum avatar.

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Off Topic / General Dog's Ask me anything

« on: January 05, 2016, 05:43:22 AM »

Ask me anything, I'm bored.

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Forum Games / ARG thread

« on: January 04, 2016, 10:43:53 AM »

Recently my Desktop background has been changing randomly, I can sometimes see it change while I'm windowed and when I go to see the image my background was originally it is turned to black. What can I do to stop this?

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Forum Games / YOU SPOOK YOU LOOSE

« on: January 02, 2016, 01:31:19 PM »

Post spooky stuff here.

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Clan Discussion / The Oppressed Land of The Triggered (CLICK ME NOW)

« on: January 02, 2016, 07:03:22 AM »

TRIGGERED




How can I join?
Just say what triggers you and speak out against the oppression of these very forums.
OPPRESSED INDIVIDUALS
Sp0nge80b
K3k0m@n

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Forum Games / Google Translate Game

« on: December 28, 2015, 03:35:52 AM »

Translate the phrase below into any other language and then translate it back into English.
Keep going until it is incomprehensible.

Badspot licks spider feet

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Off Topic / Any improvements in my Video?

« on: December 26, 2015, 05:55:44 PM »

Yesterday, I uploaded a nerd review of Black Ops 3, today I did Halo 5. I did away with most of the Naruto Jokes, and I took other suggestions as well. Please enjoy and leave criticism.
-link removed, got the feedback-

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Off Topic / locked, srry

« on: December 26, 2015, 10:39:15 AM »

crap, nevermind

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Off Topic / Is my video good?

« on: December 26, 2015, 12:58:46 AM »

I've wanted to do a "Nerd Review" segment on my youtube channel for a while, this is my first video. Please leave feedback, negative or not I need it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJE0ze9c31U

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Off Topic / I feel like a psychopath

« on: December 25, 2015, 02:50:36 AM »

I've been having non stop anxiety attacks today, I'm walking around the house getting pissed off that I am robbed of my life. I'm throwing punches at nothing and i'm hallucinating. I have never been more pissed or scared in my life. My OCD must be at it's height right now and I am having a lot of trouble calming down. Wat do?

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Off Topic / My Christmas is gonna suck :(

« on: December 24, 2015, 02:45:09 AM »

Every other Christmas has been fine. This one is gonna suck horribly.
I've had to deal with OCD for the past 4 months so far and I have isolated myself from everyone in order to prevent a panic/anxiety attack. I've had to become homeschooled to deal with it. My anxiety has been on the downlow for the last few days and I know ways to rid it when it comes up but I still feel uncomfortable.

I am so caught up in stuff that I didn't notice it was almost Christmas until the 21st.

I'm not getting any gifts this year really, maybe a few bucks but that is it. I have to go to a Christmas party tommorow and although I usually have fun, I am certain I will trigger an anxiety attack.

How is your christmas gonna be?