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Off Topic / Adjusting to a new life
« on: June 26, 2022, 02:45:23 AM »
Iíve lurked the forums off and on for like 15 years. Used to be to keep up with  the community when it was kicking, but now Iím here to see people I grew up playing with moving on in life. So Iíd like some advice from you guys, really anything helps.

My adult life has been strange. Did the Marine Corps, got out and tried college with the GI bill, failed massively then tried retail. Did that, got bored and never really felt like I could adjust back to civilian life so I went and joined a Kurdish revolutionary group in Syria. Came back home, lived in a van because I remember hating having a normal life. After a year of that I got tired of the lack of purpose and went to Iraq in 2021 with a similar revolutionary group for a year. A couple months ago I was at the airport city in Sulaymaniyah ready to go home and retire from the whole soldier thing, and as I waited to go back home, fully thinking I was going to get back in the van and do something with my life, the war in Ukraine happened and the president literally begged for foreign fighters.. so here I am almost 4 months in Ukraine  and on the bus back to Poland, and then back home.

The question: how the forget do I adjust back in the states? What has helped you get back on track in situations where you feel isolated, different, and unprepared for a drastic change in your life? I desperately want to move on from this lifestyle, but when youíre down in your own sorrow, feeling alone and unwanted you resort back to what brings you purpose. Is there a purpose back home for me? I donít want to relapse. Thanks to anyone who responds

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Drama / No one knows my old identity on blockland
« on: April 23, 2011, 06:39:20 PM »
I changed my name due to harrasment mainly by Kalphiter, Heedicalking, and a few other unimportant people much like myself.


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Suggestions & Requests / An automatic gun
« on: April 23, 2011, 06:10:34 PM »
You should make a simple automatic gun that is not extremely accurate like your past weapons.

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Off Topic / My sister and I get in a lot of fights.
« on: April 23, 2011, 11:09:24 AM »
Well, my older sister's normal day is sitting in room doing homework, playing oboe, texting a lot, and facebooking. But when she is not in her room, she is arguing with me. I find it extremely hard to fight with her because I lack any kind of good verbal fighting techniques. I know sibling rivalry is a common everyday thing, but I have never in my life have been able to really tell her to shutup. This is especially bad because I have always wanted to join the marines when I grew up (im 14), so I have learned in my years of studying the military never to back down, and to stay strong and anything of that nature. The point is is that my self esteem/confidence is very low because of this, please give me any sort of help, words of encouragement, or quotes to help me. This has affected nearly every activity I do, thus giving me thoughts of Self Delete because I seem to have no place to get away from everything.

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