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and there rarely is anymore. but it's like a habit.....
I feel that. I used to do that for a while once things started slowing down. It's now dwindled down to me showing up here maybe a few times a year. But every time I type "f", it's still the first thing that pops up in the address bar.

...I used to post here all the time, I was like a freak about it... ...between the two accounts, I've spent nearly a year and a half in total on the forum... ...I open it, becoming "active", and leave without doing much else
Because of you, mld, and any other high post count forumer, it inspired me to try and post a lot everyday. However, me being a naive and dumb teenager, I made some real dumb posts and just all around was a forgethead. Pretty much like 90% of the forumers here from those times anyways. But since I stopped doing that, it kinda humbled me in a way to myself which made it easier to focus on other things that were important to me at the time. I wish I would've finished any of my add-ons though. That would've been a nice feeling to achieve.

I can skip checking for days and practically the only thing new is a post in the geese thread. we actually got lucky this week, with a cool-sounding gamemode in General Discussion....
I think I'll still show up to post some stupid stuff to bring back some nostalgia for myself and have a laugh or post in threads like these in hopes I'll reconnect with some old friends or even people I just used to talk to or play with. I haven't played the game in so long, but it would be nice to hop on with said old friends. Or hell, even make new ones!

ok anyway back to the actual premise of this post.....
pretty much the same again for me. I thought I wanted to be a programmer, game developer in some way, graphics designer, web page developer, or literally anything to do with "code" or graphics and a computer. Turns out my calling was Automotive Collision Repair lol! I'll still want to mess with code here and there and I've messed with graphics design, video production and whatnot but I think in the end, I'm where I want to be. It's really nice knowing some forumers got it good in some ways that make them happy!
and then there's everyone I met here.....
I'm all for getting back into contact with old blocklanders or even making new friends with the ones that hang around here. Some part of me just wants to have a good close-out memory to this game, to the rest of the these memories. That desire just won't go away. I know eventually this will be gone, but I'd like to keep some little glimmer of the past in the present. Whether it be reconnecting with people, making new friends from old forumers, or just playing the game every now and again.

and there are more bittersweet memories, particularly of people who seem lost to time. a lot of people had this experience with vegetarian zombie, who dropped off the face of the earth, as far as I know......and there's just this vague sense of unease related to him and all the other members with a similarly unknown fate. don't even know if they're still, euphemistically, around. closure would be nice, to at least know what happened, whether they're gone, they drive for uber, or graduated college and got a nice job, or work in retail. just to know
I would also like to know :(

it's funny how few bad memories I have....
I think I can speak for quite a few members here that I wish I could've had fewer bad memories of this game, this place. They seem to drown out a lot of the good memories. I suppose it didn't help that I was a richardhead and all that richardheadedness stemmed from a stuffty childhood. But what else is new?

I wonder a lot about whether all of the people I remember so fondly also remember me...
I feel that. It's a little addictive at times. I would like to meet a lot of members from here in person, but I'd get self conscious about it all I think.

sorry for the double post, but I felt like this should've been a separate one since it's a wall of text to fox and not xalos

Wow, it's been a while - almost three years! I was browsing through my history when I stumbled on this post, so I figured I might as well reply.

I last posted on the forums on December 23rd, 2020. A lot's happened in my life in these last three years.

On December 25th, 2021, I realized I'm trans. I came out to my family and friends, started HRT, lost old friends, gained new friends, changed my name, got a girlfriend, got in a car crash, got a job to pay for my HRT, all the while looking to find a tech job that'll hire some random woman with no academic credentials or professional experience to speak of. Fun times!

Blockland holds a lot of memories for me, both good and bad. I remember the friendships I had across nearly a decade that I was part of this community, most of whom I've lost touch with and will probaby never hear from again. I remember all the wonderful game mods I wrote and servers I hosted, and the fun times we had. I also remember the toxicity this community could bring, and how somehow Blockland always brought out the worst version of myself. More than anything else, that was why I stopped hosting - I don't like the person I become when I host.

To everyone I met, thank you for the good experiences we had, and I apologize for adding to the bad.
It's so nice to see you post again! I don't know if you remember me, but my in-game name was Lt. Jamergaman. I was in your servers admining a lot and kinda being the same way you were when you hosted. Honestly it felt different with your servers because it seemed there was more responsibility. Like everything was held to a higher standard. Or maybe there was just a lot of morons to deal with. Idk but it was fun regardless. Even when it was just you and me loving around, testing stuff, or whatever else.

I apologize for being one those that got outta touch. Life got pretty hectic for me and because of it, I lost a lot of good friends too. I consider you one of those good ones that I lost touch with. I always wondered what happened to you and where you were after all these years. I kinda thought the worst after a while since it seemed like quite a few blocklanders were passing away for the past 10 years. It's awesome reading how you've grown and unfortunate for the car crash (I was in one too recently that forgeted my wife and I up). I really hope you find that tech job and keep growing with your girlfriend together! I think it would be nice to get into touch with you again.

General Discussion / Re: last words anyone
« on: April 12, 2023, 03:03:07 PM »
ill limbo your bimbo

General Discussion / Re: last words anyone
« on: March 24, 2023, 01:27:16 PM »
and then jack off again

Off Topic / Re: Land of Dran
« on: March 20, 2023, 01:07:52 PM »
Dran of Dran

General Discussion / Re: last words anyone
« on: March 03, 2023, 10:26:30 AM »
what did Mardalf do?
As far as I know, nothing. Just rather it be someone else lol

General Discussion / Re: last words anyone
« on: March 02, 2023, 10:36:43 AM »
I've always imagined what it would be like if I met someone in the real world outside of blockland and had no idea who they were, I mean someone I never met before who maybe played the game at some point. I imagine we'd reminisce about the game and talk about the servers we had fun on. It's never happened but I think it would be kinda neat
Honestly same. The only other blocklander I knew at least lived in Colorado for a little while was Mardalf. I can't imagine it would've been a very great experience anyways since I was too young and there were too many predators on this site at the time. Although, now I think it would be pretty cool since everyone is older. But not with Mardalf lol

Drama / Re: RIP
« on: February 27, 2023, 12:03:10 PM »

Drama / Re: DRAMA: SBG being arrogant
« on: February 22, 2023, 11:26:58 AM »
what a gloater


Off Topic / Re: The Chronology of the Blockland Forums
« on: February 22, 2023, 01:54:08 AM »

General Discussion / Re: last words anyone
« on: February 20, 2023, 11:05:05 PM »

General Discussion / Re: Who here has never changed their avatar?
« on: February 09, 2023, 02:56:09 PM »
A susatinable practice, you must have quite the assortment of ladies at your disposal.
they've all blocked me

can't imagine why

General Discussion / Re: Who here has never changed their avatar?
« on: February 08, 2023, 12:07:10 PM »
gotta spread my natural love stench to the world

General Discussion / Re: Who here has never changed their avatar?
« on: February 07, 2023, 11:09:57 AM »
More like... 'Who here has never showered'
don't you dare judge me

Off Topic / Re: blockland: the community that killed the game
« on: January 31, 2023, 11:01:04 AM »
Topic has reached max handicap capacity can you all make room for me?
we can't split our shared brain cell any more than it has

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