Alright, Im not trying to be rash by saying this, but here goes.
You have no reason to post this here. Noone cares about your personal life. Okay?
Posting this stuff here will only add fuel to the fire.
To quote Badspot:
Now I am not to be the judge of whether this is a plea of sympathy or not, but you have no reason to tell us this.
The fact you have ADHD, or the fact you have family issues still gives you no right to come on here and post completely nonsensical stuff and all around annoy a bunch of people with your bullcrap.
You can not use any of this as an excuse.
If you honestly feel the forums will feel remorse or pity for you, please take your sadness elsewhere.
You will not find it here.
I truly apologize you have to put up with stuff like everyone else has to, but for the last time, it is useless to post it here.
The information will not serve to help you.
Please consider this the next time you post.
Good day.
But I have nowhere else to go!
I am not trying to use this as an excuse, I'm not trying to erase what has happened
I'm not trying to plea for pity or force you to feel sympathy for me
I just want help
I just want advice
I feel that this is the only place I have left to get it