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The only one here who is worthy of any recognition for being a hero is. Seriously almost everyone here is an starfish and those who aren't don't do anything worthy of congratulations. I have yet to see someone influential stop a handicapped bandwagon.why are you here anymore, if everyone's either a prick or doesn't matter.
I seriously contemplated killing my Morningstar/Taciturn (my brother). It's been years since the night I tried to strangle him twice, and after that my own determination to be a good brother and a good person, and his own maturing, created a strong bond. But after years of him being my best friend I learned that the person I loved was a facade hiding a worm. I don't handle betrayal well it seems. So yeah, I listened to Hey Joe a hundred times and learning that Panama doesn't do extradition I gave serious consideration to putting a knife between his fourth and fifth ribs while he slept and driving off into the middle of nowhere to lie low. In fact, one of my reasons for typing all of this out is so that my plan is known and hopefully the knowledge that such a murder would be irreversibly linked to me will act as an added layer of protection against actually doing it.guys a psycho.
If you really want to do it, start driving, get on the freeway, and start screaming as loud as you can for a while.i wouldn't take any advice from fratricide frank over here
If you still feel like you want to jump ship when you're done with that, go home, clandestinely pack your bags, collect all your money including from the bank, and drive off. If you do feel better after that carry on as normal and repeat as needed.
What helps me, personally, is going for a walk. Surrounded by nature, I literally have to force myself to think about my troubles; I go out for walks not to collect my thoughts, but to escape them, and it works like a charm.
Sounds to me though like you're still in the thick of your emotions and you just want to stew in your own juices. So if you like, put Simon and Garfunkel on repeat, write your incoherent emotional ramblings down on paper (I recommend burning said paper soon after, or burying it if you see fit), and let the pain flow for a while; just be sure to pull out of your tailspin after a couple weeks.
When you've independently reached the conclusion that you won't always feel this way, go outside and do some hard work that makes you sweat buckets, it'll dispel whatever's left of your pains.
That's what's worked for me in past and present.
So this has been troubling me for the last week (as the result of a break up)everything else is palaver
why do you feel the need to further promote idiotic behavior by making a ceremony of iti feel like the greatest promoter of idiotic behavior
Few forumers meet my standards as "humans" so I suppose nobody.you included, right
i hate my life.http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=272129.msg8067539#msg8067539
every day it's a constant lack of sunlight, i wake up drowsy in my own filth, and when i'm at school i just use my imagination to get through the day, thinking up stories involving massacres, robberies and other devious criminal acts. it's hard for me to focus, and i can genuinely say i have no effort to put into my life. i ask for advice, though i will never use it, and more so i am an overly competitive, inconsiderate starfish and i feel i'm better than everyone else. i am a perverted, mentally ill and abnormal being and i deserve to be beheaded in an alley behind a weed store.
forget my classmates, forget the world and especially forget my absent parents who only live to smoke cigarettes and drink.
I'll be as honest as possible.
I'm a very open person, I try to be as accepting of others as possible, though I feel my negativity gets in my way sometimes.
I give no forgets about what anyone thinks of me, whether good or bad. I'm used to being insulted, and if someone feels I'm a friend they can go ahead and try to piss me off as much as they want.
I love being around people that are different, I always try to get to know someone, even if they hate me. I've worked out my differences with many people, and some of those people have become good friends of mine.
I feel I'm savvy socially, I know many skills that are otherwise unobtainable by some people.
ibanif you want i can come over and burn your house down
I got my dad a monocle for a holiday once as a gift.you should get him another - i think he deserves some glasses
My condolences, Brick! If only the people on the Recreational Drug Thread could see this.they can tho. that's the nature of a forum
