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Off Topic / Re: What kind of disorders does blf have?

« on: March 27, 2015, 08:48:03 PM »

I suffer from depression and borderline, diagnosed. I take no medicine, and have no therapy sessions.

Under Millon's subtypes, I fall under discouraged and impulsive.

It impacts me a lot, and the wiki gives a good read about borderline http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder

Here are some things I suffer from daily:

Oversensitivity

Moodswings

Black-and-white thinking

Sense of self

Impulsive behavior for immediate relief

Here is a theory of other mental diseases I have a bigger chance to have because borderline: http://puu.sh/gSq9F/33b33f3687.png

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Off Topic / Re: so i'm going back to public school

« on: March 27, 2015, 08:36:12 PM »

Quote from: hillkill on March 27, 2015, 08:35:12 PM

i was going to smoke some kush with a friend, but he didn't tell me more people were going to be there so i didn't go. i don't take meds so weed only seems to help lower my anxiety a lot.

Weed > Emotion killers.
Better happy than empty.

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Off Topic / Re: so i'm going back to public school

« on: March 27, 2015, 08:33:21 PM »

Quote from: Alyx Vance on March 27, 2015, 08:30:32 PM

Stepping in on your stepping in. You don't 'just get over' social anxiety but you can work it away. Which is basically getting over the fears. Or you could be that guy who just destroys their body with medicine.

Stepping in on you stepping in on me stepping in.
The only way to get over mental disorders is to learn how to avoid it, it will not be worked away, it will always be there. Unless you destroy your emotions with medicine, like you said.

Source: Borderline patient.

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Games / Re: What games are good for long trips

« on: March 27, 2015, 08:31:15 PM »

Quote from: jonnyman5656 on March 27, 2015, 08:28:31 PM

Because apple is a piece of stuff completely over loving price company that invented basically loving nothing

LMAO

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Off Topic / Re: so i'm going back to public school

« on: March 27, 2015, 08:27:21 PM »

Quote from: Mr.Noßody on March 27, 2015, 08:21:40 PM

Best way to get over social anxiety is to force yourself into social environments.
I was the same way till I went to college.

You'll get better.

Stepping in real quick to say that you don't "get over" social anxiety if you actually have the mental disorder.

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Games / Re: What games are good for long trips

« on: March 27, 2015, 08:25:43 PM »

This will sound really weird, but IMO get a book you like instead.
I game like a complete handicap

But playing them whilst on the road or anything like that, it just doesn't work out for me.
If you like horror in a true to life stalkerish antagonist way, I suggest the book Penpal by Dathan Auerbach. He originally started his story on /r/NoSleep back when it was still really good. http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/14578407-penpal It's my favorite book of all time.

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Off Topic / Re: so i'm going back to public school

« on: March 27, 2015, 07:10:25 PM »

Quote from: hillkill on March 27, 2015, 07:06:39 PM

i did have friends. plenty enough to manage. i feel like an starfish for abandoning them. i hope they can accept me again.

Actual friend's don't hold grudges like that.

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Off Topic / Re: so i'm going back to public school

« on: March 27, 2015, 07:05:21 PM »

Quote from: hillkill on March 27, 2015, 07:03:46 PM

it was alright in a sense. i actually did my work. on the other hand, it's a constant battle between depression and loneliness, usually it's a stalemate, working together to drive me crazy.

It's a catch 22, mate. But it's better to get out there and have some friends.

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Off Topic / Re: blf, What are your grades? v. D is not passing

« on: March 27, 2015, 06:58:12 PM »

All my 10 classes:
English
Dutch
Mathematics
Sociology
Gymnastics
Art
Biology
Art history
Physics
Chemistry
I have an average of 6.8/10
My exam re-do week is in two weeks, and I hope I can get my grades back to 7.2/10.
In about 45 days I have finals, and each of those exams grade 50% of the mean of the specific exam's class. So really loving important.

If I end the year with a mean of 6.8/10 or more, I'll be able to flow to a higher education.

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Games / Re: Payday 2 Megathread: BBQ time (aka burn all the things update)

« on: March 27, 2015, 06:51:10 PM »

Quote from: blockguy™ on March 27, 2015, 04:43:15 PM

i thought we were able to upgrade our safehouses
load of stuff i tell you

It was promised during the beta period, but the last time they talked about it was a long long time ago, and they said they're thinking about dropping the idea.

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Off Topic / Re: General Discussion thread - talk about anything

« on: March 27, 2015, 06:42:59 PM »

i got loving drunk today and this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98LoiMZ59Jw is apparently so funny when youre stufffaced, that you spend at least half an hour dying of laughter on the ground with your friend.

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