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Creativity / Re: JD's *New* Song Thread [Last Updated 2/7/10]

« on: February 09, 2010, 12:46:23 PM »

I would normally love to but my dad had so much to do with my music and everything..  I don't know if I could possibly handle the emotions.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 11:27:37 AM »

For a simple suggestion? You ragged on this thread for no good reason and then continued to do so when I answered you two loving times.

Never one for death? What the forget. You were being a complete starfish previously, I have a feeling that you just completely contradicted yourself.
By the way, his name was Robert John Diller.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 11:21:19 AM »

Thanks. I appreciate it. I might post the speech I'm going to give at the funeral, if I do give the speech in the long run.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 11:17:59 AM »

Yeah, it is, Ive walked 14 miles before. (nonstop)

Right, it seems very easy to walk to the hospital in 2 feet of snow while administering CPR as well.

My father was dying, you stupid forget. My mom had already called the ambulance as I already stated.

Edit: And I just moved--I know absolutely nobody down here. It's not like we could get there any faster, in ice and snow, than an ambulance could.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 11:06:10 AM »

Yes because a 14 year old can easily drive a car especially when he's administering CPR to his dying father.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 11:05:32 AM »

I feel like I've exploded inside, actually. Thanks guys. I appreciate it.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 11:04:07 AM »

1. I just moved
2. She's loving crippled, yeah, it's real easy to get from the bathroom to the garage, especially when you need two canes to walk.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 11:00:29 AM »

So why dont you tell people you know in real life if it is true, instead of an online community that knows nothing about you.\

Because the way I see this, it is a plea for attention.

I see this as a way to remember a very respectful man who lived a very proud life. One that you are stuffting on right now.

I have told everybody I know, thanks for asking.

Not-an-edit: Yeah, thanks Bones.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 10:55:18 AM »

I'm very sorry that I've been an starfish bla bla bla forgive me. I'm very sorry for what ever happened. I don't wish you anything, neither bad nor good.

But to be honest, I still don't believe one single thing. This is the damn internet, bullstuff arrives here faster then you can say "Appendices Epiploicae".
And please, dont come up with "BUT WHY WOULD HE POST SOMETHING LIKE THAT". A year ago there was a thread about this one guy who said he will die or something, he then locked the thread after anyone was like "OGM I'M SO SORRY BAWWWWW" and made a second thread "LOL I TIRCKED U" or something like that.

Thanks everyone. I really appreciate it. However, I'd like to point out that it's one thing to believe someone on a personal trust level--as opposed to a more experience-based level..

Edit: This was posted after he left. My mom can't drive. She's crippled.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 01:07:23 AM »

I'm going to go lie down and try to stop sobbing.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 01:04:21 AM »

What do I possibly have to gain from lying about this anyways? I don't. Nothing whatsoever. I needed to tell someone and I'm doing that right now.
Edit: You friend. That's the LAST thing I care about.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 01:02:00 AM »

I've always viewed my parents as more of an extension of myself than as other people.

Perhaps I'm a little too close to them, lol.

I can make myself tear thinking about losing them, so I can't even imagine what it feels like to have one actually die.

1. That's exactly how I've always felt
2. I'm pretty sure you've already made that clear, Kheyre, and I honestly don't care if you do.
Edit: I have actually started a song in honor for him.. But I don't think any song or any poem or anything whatsoever can possibly make up for what this man has lived for.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 12:58:44 AM »

I cherish them constantly and always have, but it's making me unable to function. I'm just falling apart inside.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 12:57:23 AM »

Anything here in my house or in my life has to do with him.. It's never going to go away. Ever. Especially because I was right there and he died in my arms.. While he was staring directly into my eyes.. He shouldn't have had to go that way. I wish you could hear this from my heart. From inside. I can imagine reading this in a book and not feeling the impact--becausue it hasn't happened to me--and now, I just wish I could express my emotions directly through this text.

Not-an-edit: He was completely out of it but he managed to stare into my eyes. I'm not sure how..But he did. That's the most devastating part.

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Off Topic / Re: My Dad Is On His Way To The Hospital

« on: February 09, 2010, 12:53:48 AM »

Well in any case, the important thing is that you got to spend a lot of time with him if you two were that close. I'd think yourself lucky to have such a caring father wanting to be a part of your life. Not many people have that these days no thanks to the single mother craze going around.

The major problem is that my mom has severe Arthritis and can't walk or drive or anything, well, she can walk but it takes her forever to get anywhere. And it's painful. But, the worst part was that I was fighting with him earlier that day. I would try to tell him that I loved him at every chance I got and now, when it mattered most, I couldn't tell him.