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In private I am a completely different person I usually ignore most people that make jokes with me and anyone who has been on my server will tell you I'm very chill and barely talk.The toy store build was fun to explore and the medieval RPG was cool
ok who the forget cares. pusillanimous individualing around the fact that he is a person going to the most destitute parts of the world to worsen them for self gratification. you couldn't possibly care how mental this person is. why are you even typing these useless paragraphsWhat's with the hysterics, are you five? I just asked if you could send me the videos you were talking about because I was having trouble finding them. How about just provide some context and don't be a combative handicap.
his cia warbucks cutout burned enough to allow CIA a foothold for years of terror while now they only occupy 1/3 the country to leave 10 million food insecure. where are kurds now after years of his war touring and theft, nowhere better. there is nothing to excuse thisCan you link a video? I looked at CivDiv's Youtube and couldn't find anything specific about this.
first of all he said it was the reasonTrouble re-adapting into civilian life is not uncommon. In context by boredom he really means that he doesn't know what else to do with himself. It's a sad reality, I'm not going to go into a spiel though because I'm sure you know war affects those who serve negatively lol
and something aint gotta personally affect me to be bad. I don't know enough about middle eastern geopolitics to say definitively whether it's true, but I will take Aide's word and NanoCap's implicit agreement at face value and assume that, indeed, he fought with groups at separate times that were ideologically opposed to one another. so it's safe to say that he doesn't do this for the advancement of his own ideology, he does it, like I said, because he is bored. and he can't even be bothered to pick a side while getting his kicks. again I don't know enough about the conflicts to criticize the exact groups he fought with based on what they did (and it doesn't help that he never said specifically, but in some cases it's easier to infer than others), but I reckon drydess is probably correct on that
I'm not "mad" about anything. but yes, you have correctly identified part of the problemRussia has been trying to encroach on their land for years and has violated the Geneva Convention. Standing up to this persistent bully is admirable.
flying abroad and inserting yourself into other peoples' conflicts because you got bored would surely qualifyEven if he were just doing this cause he's bored, which probably isn't the reason, how is this affecting you at all or negative? He didn't join CIA, he's a militant fighting Russia. Guide me through your moral compass.
I’m actually dotdotcircle (not sure who Man of Reason is though, not my alt). It doesn’t excuse anything but my trolling and behavior many years ago came from a place of mental illness and an abusive home. I feel like a lot of the people here who were “stuck in a loop” like that had similar reasons even if we were just kids.I remember when you gave me Badspots phone number on RTB, I was like 12 lol.
This game was so influential on me and I made so many friends. I played off and on since before retail and I really felt like I grew up on this game and played even before middle school. The community could be amazingly bad (I didn’t help) and inappropriate for the people here. It’s very interesting seeing everyone reflect back on it as adults in this thread. If I was a parent I would definitely not want my kids on here when the game wasn’t dead. Even still the people I met helped me through very dark times in my life.
It’s so sad that forums in general are all but dead now. They really offered a different experience than what we have now.
Mate he traumatized you like 5 years ago let it goWhat are you talking about lol, he's just who I remember trolling on here a lot besides like McJob. Or Man of Reason/Dotdotcircle but those people were just skids
NoI'd have no clue then, the only extreme troll I remember at all was is Kidalex
wait is kayne weee an alt of anyone? I haven't seen him at all before this threadJust spitballing, but I assume its kidalex/torin?
I'm not proud of it, but children were among the images of nudists and I probably should have been more clear about that. This is why I made it very clear that this was not an okay thing. Still, I do not believe that my arrest, conviction, and sentence were fair given the circumstances. Regardless, I had some unresolved issues that I'm glad have been straightended out. Not really an apology so much as a clarification as to where I am, what I've done, and how I've paid my debt to society.Consider trying Self Delete again please
Most of my posts back when I was a teenager were on the drama board and it was basically my main anger outlet - the same way that people somehow enjoy browsing social media like Twitter which is just a vortex of ceaseless outrage over nothing, I enjoyed browsing Drama because I liked either watching other people fight, or getting in on these heated debates myself with my underage pea brain.I feel the exact same way. I was a ragemonster as a kid and young teen but as I got older anger just became something I don't really experience anymore, especially now. I think I only really get pissed when I bump into something like a putz or hit my funny bone really hard on some bullstuff, other than that the most that happens is I'll get mildly annoyed for a few seconds and then get over it.
Nowadays I don't even get angry anymore, I seriously think that my years raging at strangers on this site have permanently purged the emotion from my body. If there's a silver lining to me spending my teenage years being a weapons-grade stupid starfish online, it's definitely that. Ultimately I really do not regret my time here and I met great people in this game whom I still talk to today, but it took me until this thread to realize just how grim the overall atmosphere here was once you turned off the internet filter. Given how unrestricted my internet access was, I really feel like I dodged a bullet not ending up worse than I did, especially after being exposed to a bunch of repulsive stuff back in the day when people were regularly buying keys just to spam forbidden or just downright illegal content.
does that seem like a connection that a normal person would want to draw attention toIt's pretty edgy but I don't think it goes much further than that. My aunt jokingly calls my dad Dahmer because they share the same first name. Badspot is not normal though regardless I don't think there's any debating that lol
99% of the time my enemies end up miserable, mentally ill, dead, or some combination of the three so i just let nature fight my battles for me these daysFrom Sun Tzu: "If you wait by the river long enough, the bodies of your enemies will float by."
You shouldn't call people slurs because that's obnoxiousI agree, do you agree with banning people from the game for a long time for being obnoxious? IMO if someone is being mean just leave it up to the person reading the words what to do about it, such as muting. I think bans are just if someone is threatening other players, but just calling someone a tard or a homo isn't doing much other than maybe hurting some ones feelings until they just mute you 5 seconds later lol. The rest of your post was based
