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Off Topic / learned to drive
« on: April 03, 2020, 12:50:06 PM »
...a golf cart
turns out driving is fun as forget. stuff feels GREAT.
turns out driving is fun as forget. stuff feels GREAT.
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Off Topic / update regarding abusive household
« on: March 25, 2020, 03:01:24 PM »
tl:dr things have gotten much worse. i will explain
over the span of, like, only 2 months things just suddenly decided to go downhill as hard as possible. ironic because things were starting to feel better but now i legitimately dont feel safe in my own house anymore.
recently in my GED class i had a mental breakdown, coming clean to my teacher about my abusive father. his first instinct is to call the cops so they can get me baker acted. that place was loving horrible; the nurses there were massive starfishs, the food was probably poisoned and i thank my loving lucky stars that i was able to get out early because of my autism. (bitches wonder why the #1 killer of men is Self Delete like this country doesn't treat the emotionally abused like loving animals)
my grandma's cancer acted up and now she can no longer walk without aid. this is important.
the day after i got released from the baker act i had to go to the technical college to see if i could get back in. on the car ride there my dad suddenly got extremely hostile and started berating me, threatening me and all that stuff. we got there, and the person there was just trying to get me to take an online class that sounded extremely complicated and from my experience, i know online classes go absolutely nowhere. i had another mental breakdown which led to my dad coming in, where he took me out and proceeded to yell at me HARDER on the way back, even going as far as to drive like a loving lunatic in an attempt to intimidate me, taking extremely sharp turns and skidding off of the road (i felt the car going on 2 wheels sometimes). he then proceeded to brag about what he did to the rest of my family before getting wasted in my fort/shed (i know he got wasted because he didnt even throw away the bottles)
the next morning he 'apologized', sending me a paragraph about some stuff i forget. keep this in mind.
next week, i finally see a counsellor. skinny old lady who basically just tried conditioning me into bending over for dad because dad tried demonizing me, telling her about how i literally never get out of my room (which is a lie). fun fact he actually admitted that he called me a fatass in that session, i find it funny how the counsellor didnt even flinch as he admitted to it lol
next week i go there again. new counsellor because the old lady decided to refer me to someone more specialized with autism. nicest loving woman. the first session im admittedly way too shaken and scared to come clean about what my dad does to me so i vaguely imply that he makes me feel unsafe. she's confused but she understanded my fears (she knew that i was keeping quiet because i was scared dad was eavesdropping on us)
after that session i admittedly had a really really good week. had fun with my online friends, had one of my irl friends come over to visit and we had a BLAST. next session i go there again and we talk. i got sidetracked alot but she convinced me into talking about dad. she doesnt know the whole story but she does know that he has no idea what he's doing regarding looking after a mentally challenged son (me) and that there might be problems in the household
literally the day after my dad decides to barge into my room just to berate me. nothing instigated it, he just decided to do it out of complete random just to call me useless.
the next day, the exact same thing happened. almost around the same time too.
the days leading up to this sunday were uneventful.
this sunday i went to my friends' house. we had fun but i got angry at them a bit, and i talked to them regarding me moving in in the future. i forgot what we said. anyways, i went home, and lo and behold dad was in my stepmom's car waiting for me.
he then proceeded to scream at me, basically saying that everything happening to gran was my fault and that the moment she dies he's putting me up for adoption/kicking me out/whatever. in that car, he admitted he hated me. he actually got so into it that he almost made my stepmom pull over (probably so he could hit me but he didnt, unfortunately (if i had visible marks itd be much easier to get him out)) and my stepmom, who is normally his yesman, actually tried convincing him to stop
next day he barged in because i was talking to my friend online to tell me to shut up. i am basically no longer allowed to even CALL my friends.
next day he got on me again for something i dont remember
and now today. ive been helping my grandma do stuff due to her having to use a walker, and she decided to do the laundry. she calls me out to help.
dad starts screaming at her, and then he starts screaming at ME. for LITERALLY NO REASON.
i recorded this whole thing. im not uploading it for the sake of privacy but he said he hated me so now i have that on film atleast! i now have evidence that he has never loved me in case i need it. he also stuff talked me behind my back to my grandma about how useless i was
and just a few minutes ago i try to go do the dishes. he actually loving stops me. for no reason.
THEN LITERALLY A FEW MINUTES LATER HE GETS MAD AT ME BECAUSE THE DISHES WEREN'T DONE. and for once i actually TOLD him this, and he said "UH THE REASON I MADE YOU STOP IS BECAUSE YOUR HANDS ARE DIRTY I DONT WANT YOU TOUCHING MY DISHES"
so.... help? can i get, like, a restraining order? i dont wanna go into foster care those guys loving blow
over the span of, like, only 2 months things just suddenly decided to go downhill as hard as possible. ironic because things were starting to feel better but now i legitimately dont feel safe in my own house anymore.
recently in my GED class i had a mental breakdown, coming clean to my teacher about my abusive father. his first instinct is to call the cops so they can get me baker acted. that place was loving horrible; the nurses there were massive starfishs, the food was probably poisoned and i thank my loving lucky stars that i was able to get out early because of my autism. (bitches wonder why the #1 killer of men is Self Delete like this country doesn't treat the emotionally abused like loving animals)
my grandma's cancer acted up and now she can no longer walk without aid. this is important.
the day after i got released from the baker act i had to go to the technical college to see if i could get back in. on the car ride there my dad suddenly got extremely hostile and started berating me, threatening me and all that stuff. we got there, and the person there was just trying to get me to take an online class that sounded extremely complicated and from my experience, i know online classes go absolutely nowhere. i had another mental breakdown which led to my dad coming in, where he took me out and proceeded to yell at me HARDER on the way back, even going as far as to drive like a loving lunatic in an attempt to intimidate me, taking extremely sharp turns and skidding off of the road (i felt the car going on 2 wheels sometimes). he then proceeded to brag about what he did to the rest of my family before getting wasted in my fort/shed (i know he got wasted because he didnt even throw away the bottles)
the next morning he 'apologized', sending me a paragraph about some stuff i forget. keep this in mind.
next week, i finally see a counsellor. skinny old lady who basically just tried conditioning me into bending over for dad because dad tried demonizing me, telling her about how i literally never get out of my room (which is a lie). fun fact he actually admitted that he called me a fatass in that session, i find it funny how the counsellor didnt even flinch as he admitted to it lol
next week i go there again. new counsellor because the old lady decided to refer me to someone more specialized with autism. nicest loving woman. the first session im admittedly way too shaken and scared to come clean about what my dad does to me so i vaguely imply that he makes me feel unsafe. she's confused but she understanded my fears (she knew that i was keeping quiet because i was scared dad was eavesdropping on us)
after that session i admittedly had a really really good week. had fun with my online friends, had one of my irl friends come over to visit and we had a BLAST. next session i go there again and we talk. i got sidetracked alot but she convinced me into talking about dad. she doesnt know the whole story but she does know that he has no idea what he's doing regarding looking after a mentally challenged son (me) and that there might be problems in the household
literally the day after my dad decides to barge into my room just to berate me. nothing instigated it, he just decided to do it out of complete random just to call me useless.
the next day, the exact same thing happened. almost around the same time too.
the days leading up to this sunday were uneventful.
this sunday i went to my friends' house. we had fun but i got angry at them a bit, and i talked to them regarding me moving in in the future. i forgot what we said. anyways, i went home, and lo and behold dad was in my stepmom's car waiting for me.
he then proceeded to scream at me, basically saying that everything happening to gran was my fault and that the moment she dies he's putting me up for adoption/kicking me out/whatever. in that car, he admitted he hated me. he actually got so into it that he almost made my stepmom pull over (probably so he could hit me but he didnt, unfortunately (if i had visible marks itd be much easier to get him out)) and my stepmom, who is normally his yesman, actually tried convincing him to stop
next day he barged in because i was talking to my friend online to tell me to shut up. i am basically no longer allowed to even CALL my friends.
next day he got on me again for something i dont remember
and now today. ive been helping my grandma do stuff due to her having to use a walker, and she decided to do the laundry. she calls me out to help.
dad starts screaming at her, and then he starts screaming at ME. for LITERALLY NO REASON.
i recorded this whole thing. im not uploading it for the sake of privacy but he said he hated me so now i have that on film atleast! i now have evidence that he has never loved me in case i need it. he also stuff talked me behind my back to my grandma about how useless i was
and just a few minutes ago i try to go do the dishes. he actually loving stops me. for no reason.
THEN LITERALLY A FEW MINUTES LATER HE GETS MAD AT ME BECAUSE THE DISHES WEREN'T DONE. and for once i actually TOLD him this, and he said "UH THE REASON I MADE YOU STOP IS BECAUSE YOUR HANDS ARE DIRTY I DONT WANT YOU TOUCHING MY DISHES"
so.... help? can i get, like, a restraining order? i dont wanna go into foster care those guys loving blow
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Off Topic / freek should unprivate his videos
« on: February 26, 2020, 04:42:27 PM »
no this isnt a joke or some malicious jab at freek he really should, those videos were funny lol
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Off Topic / update on planters' mr. peanut
« on: February 03, 2020, 10:02:39 AM »
woulda just bumped the old thread but i couldnt find it
so it would appear that they killed off mr. peanut, their century-old and recognizable mascot, solely to jump on the baby yoda bandwagon and replace him with a baby mr. peanut
and yes, it's monetized as hell already
here's the actual shop website just in case you want to die in poverty https://shopbabynut.com/
they spent well over 5 million dollars to air their super bowl commercial solely to pander to a twitter meme that's already dead in hopes of making bank off of it
cant say i'm not surprised
so it would appear that they killed off mr. peanut, their century-old and recognizable mascot, solely to jump on the baby yoda bandwagon and replace him with a baby mr. peanut
and yes, it's monetized as hell already
here's the actual shop website just in case you want to die in poverty https://shopbabynut.com/
they spent well over 5 million dollars to air their super bowl commercial solely to pander to a twitter meme that's already dead in hopes of making bank off of it
cant say i'm not surprised
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Drama / drama on topic derailment
« on: January 31, 2020, 09:04:32 PM »
In my intellectual thread on the state of today's society, the tyrant "King Tony" decided to stop by and pay a visit in a desperate bid to derail the thread.
no loving nonsensical gibberish
yea i got da spores on da lung broIt is absolutely appalling to see such disrespectful behavior and absolute lack of self respect be allowed to run amok on this dignified forum. I say we band together and put an end to this horrible person, before god forbid he decides to derail another thread. Please sign this petition so we can get through this.
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Off Topic / [breaking news] ghtkgkdrto rgotrkeodgksrt dretreret
« on: January 30, 2020, 11:40:52 AM »
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https://news.google.com/?hl=en-US&gl=US&ceid=US:en
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Off Topic / soft shell tacos do not loving exist
« on: January 23, 2020, 09:27:26 AM »
the only kind of taco are hardshell and if you disagree you're a loving dipstuff. if a taco's shell isn't crispy, it's a loving burrito. you can't prove me wrong because you know i'm right.
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Gallery / Spongesquat
« on: December 25, 2019, 02:10:07 PM »Spongesquat
aka another loving fnaf clone electric boogaloo
aka another loving fnaf clone electric boogaloo
spongesquat is a five nights at freddy's spoof created in blockland i made because i felt like it (mostly because i used to do this all the time back in 2016 and wanted to relive da childhood). it is made using almost entirely default blocks and events. you are trapped in an office in an abandoned building of unknown origin, and using the facility's surveillance cameras and remotely operated doors, you must protect yourself from the monsters (spongebob) for five nights of increasing difficulty.
the build itself was made in 3 days on and off and the 'AI' of the monsters (literally just them moving from room to room i cant give myself too much credit) took 2 days on and off; if i was more dedicated i could've finished this thing in under a day tops.
the four monsters (spongebob patrick mr krabs and squidward) will travel from room to room en route to your office, and upon entering they will attempt to kill you (if you're in a minigame that is! i thought that'd be cooler than just resetting the minigame)
unfortunately since im not very smart with eventing there isn't a power system; the doors can remain shut for as long as you really want so if you want to play please keep that in mind. don't be boring lol
screenies:
if anyone actually wants to play this (or they just want the build) could yall tell me how to upload saves? the only mods you need are the spongebob playertypes and the camera events, the rest is stock.
once someone tells me and i do it i'll put da links here
(also forget the camera events they slow as stuff)
(possible spoilers?) a stuffty, indepth guide/tutorial
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Off Topic / need serious help and advice regarding a toxic household
« on: December 09, 2019, 11:48:42 AM »
this may seem really, really abrupt since i never talk about it (i prefer to keep this stuff to myself) but it's gotten to the point where im basically trying to ask anyone who would know advice on what to do in this situation, given alot of you are functioning adults with jobs and all that stuff.
for the uninitiated, i have adhd and am on the autism spectrum. it is hard for me to socialize with people and i find it hard to remember doing routines without reminders because of this. even without this excuse for some of the stuff i find difficult, i am pretty lazy and i don't have much of a life outside of using my computer for art and social interaction. i'm also a bit of a hoarder admittedly.
my family consists of my grandma, my dad, and my stepmom. currently my grandma is fighting cancer, and i don't really interact with my stepmom but she's a nice woman.
long story short, my dad is verbally abusive. every day i basically hide myself in my room to avoid interacting with him because i'm terrified of saying the wrong thing because he's very, VERY quick to make irate and permanent decisions (i get this trait from him. forget). he has constantly insulted me and called me names in bouts of anger (piece of stuff, fatass, lazy ass, selfish, disgusting, pig, slob) and has threatened to have me arrested (he has called the cops on me once for running away, and threatened to get me sent to juvie for asking my grandma for some money) and threatens to injure me (more specifically, he says 'i should beat the stuff out of you' or 'you're lucky i haven't beaten the stuff out of you'. one time i called the cops on him and the cops did nothing, saying 'it's just terminal punishment so its legal'). he has injured me twice before, but that was a few years ago. they didn't leave marks unfortunately. he's also threatened to kill my pet bearded dragon.
because of the constant pressure of my dad and the fact that my grandma, the only positive influence on my life outside of my internet friends, is basically dying, it's been getting harder and harder to do basic things. i can barely sleep (and when i do i oversleep), i have had bags under my eyes for 2 years now, and i'm terrified to even ask any questions because i know he'll punish me for asking the wrong thing (he has done this before). i've had anxiety and probably depression, most likely a direct result of this unbearable pressure, and one of my friends (who is basically counselling me because she's in an abusive household so she knows her stuff) is almost certain i have post traumatic stress disorder given my descriptions.
the worst part is sometimes i get suicidal thoughts and visions. when i got these before, i would just shove them aside because its just a stupid edgy thought on the back of my mind, but they're getting alot more prominent and its making me very loving scared of what might happen to me. i heard alot of forgeted up psychopaths and degenerates were the way they were because they were raised in an abusive or neglectful household and i do NOT want that to happen to me.
first question. is any of this my fault? i always end up forgiving him because im way too loving empathetic for my own good (i forgave sebi after leaking my kinks to the forum and look where that got me) and i'm conflicted on if this is my fault and he's in the right, or if he is being a terrible parent. i genuinely don't know what i think; stuff that happens always influences my opinion on it of course and i can never really stick with one stance on it. right now for instance; if i waited like 5 hours i probably wouldn't have even posted this. i need a reasonable adult to tell me if this is an overreaction on my part or not.
second question, how do i fix this? i've looked into foster care and i found a very nice place; only problem is it's extremely far away from the 2 irl friends i have AND i'll have to move away from my grandma. she's the nicest goddamn woman you'll ever meet and i don't want to be away from her, plus i don't know if i'll be able to bring my pet lizard with me OR if i'll be able to bring my electronics to use the internet (pathetic i know). i don't even know who to CALL because my parents are home most of the time so i won't be able to call, say, a national hotline because they'll hear me and interrupt the call to say that 'i'm just doing this because he's punishing me' or whatever i dont know.
please, blf. if yall know what i can do to fix my life, please. dm me if you need more in depth explanations on things.
for the uninitiated, i have adhd and am on the autism spectrum. it is hard for me to socialize with people and i find it hard to remember doing routines without reminders because of this. even without this excuse for some of the stuff i find difficult, i am pretty lazy and i don't have much of a life outside of using my computer for art and social interaction. i'm also a bit of a hoarder admittedly.
my family consists of my grandma, my dad, and my stepmom. currently my grandma is fighting cancer, and i don't really interact with my stepmom but she's a nice woman.
long story short, my dad is verbally abusive. every day i basically hide myself in my room to avoid interacting with him because i'm terrified of saying the wrong thing because he's very, VERY quick to make irate and permanent decisions (i get this trait from him. forget). he has constantly insulted me and called me names in bouts of anger (piece of stuff, fatass, lazy ass, selfish, disgusting, pig, slob) and has threatened to have me arrested (he has called the cops on me once for running away, and threatened to get me sent to juvie for asking my grandma for some money) and threatens to injure me (more specifically, he says 'i should beat the stuff out of you' or 'you're lucky i haven't beaten the stuff out of you'. one time i called the cops on him and the cops did nothing, saying 'it's just terminal punishment so its legal'). he has injured me twice before, but that was a few years ago. they didn't leave marks unfortunately. he's also threatened to kill my pet bearded dragon.
because of the constant pressure of my dad and the fact that my grandma, the only positive influence on my life outside of my internet friends, is basically dying, it's been getting harder and harder to do basic things. i can barely sleep (and when i do i oversleep), i have had bags under my eyes for 2 years now, and i'm terrified to even ask any questions because i know he'll punish me for asking the wrong thing (he has done this before). i've had anxiety and probably depression, most likely a direct result of this unbearable pressure, and one of my friends (who is basically counselling me because she's in an abusive household so she knows her stuff) is almost certain i have post traumatic stress disorder given my descriptions.
the worst part is sometimes i get suicidal thoughts and visions. when i got these before, i would just shove them aside because its just a stupid edgy thought on the back of my mind, but they're getting alot more prominent and its making me very loving scared of what might happen to me. i heard alot of forgeted up psychopaths and degenerates were the way they were because they were raised in an abusive or neglectful household and i do NOT want that to happen to me.
first question. is any of this my fault? i always end up forgiving him because im way too loving empathetic for my own good (i forgave sebi after leaking my kinks to the forum and look where that got me) and i'm conflicted on if this is my fault and he's in the right, or if he is being a terrible parent. i genuinely don't know what i think; stuff that happens always influences my opinion on it of course and i can never really stick with one stance on it. right now for instance; if i waited like 5 hours i probably wouldn't have even posted this. i need a reasonable adult to tell me if this is an overreaction on my part or not.
second question, how do i fix this? i've looked into foster care and i found a very nice place; only problem is it's extremely far away from the 2 irl friends i have AND i'll have to move away from my grandma. she's the nicest goddamn woman you'll ever meet and i don't want to be away from her, plus i don't know if i'll be able to bring my pet lizard with me OR if i'll be able to bring my electronics to use the internet (pathetic i know). i don't even know who to CALL because my parents are home most of the time so i won't be able to call, say, a national hotline because they'll hear me and interrupt the call to say that 'i'm just doing this because he's punishing me' or whatever i dont know.
please, blf. if yall know what i can do to fix my life, please. dm me if you need more in depth explanations on things.
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Off Topic / [a spook story] garry
« on: December 05, 2019, 12:04:28 PM »
whats up forum i wanted to make this post describing a spooky event that happened to me in and out of blockland because idk its funny
looking at it now im almost certain it was an elaborate and extremely drawn out prank but whatever
ok so, be me. i'm like, 12 at the time and i'm in a stupid fnaf server (yeah). this user joins. his name is Garry. he spawns in, his playermodel is just the default blockhead with a very slightly faded color scheme.
he acts just like a bot, like the bots you spawn in in the special tab that just walk around and spray stuff
owner gets mad and kicks him. i get bored and leave, hosting a freebuild server bc im bored
a dude joins and builds a... thing? it's like a chair with a missing leg, and the broken leg is interactable and displays some spooky text i don't remember, something like 'you dont understand'
remembering that garry dude im like yo you talkin about that garry dude and he says yeah. we become friends. looking back at it now this dude was probably just using multiple clients to forget around with me
around this time, garry was restricted to blockland servers. i had my first run in with him outside of the fnaf server in my pal's freebuild, but he didn't move, only communicating through the emotes. we get bored and build a box around him and he manages to teleport out. we couldn't find where he went (and nobody bothered to look) and he left
we had several other runins with garry. every time he joined a part of his model would turn red, and he would start talking backwards. none of it made any sense, though, it was just edgelord words like 'why' and 'who did this'. we also found out he could be 'programmed' to do things by saying stuff in chat (ex. hammer nix)
meanwhile, friend (calling him billy. we dont talk anymore, probably unfriended me bc he got bored of this whole charade) is having a loving wild time. apparently he has run ins with garry in garry's mod (haha), with a default skin player joining his singleplayer server and building some weird stuff. one time he built a big ass shed that he could hear crying inside, one time he built a dude hanging by a noose from a tree, and once he boarded off the infamous gm_construct's dark room entrance. billy went up to it, barely saw some feet through the boards, took a picture and the server crashed. he also recorded a video of him noticing a dark figure very far in the distance on gm flatgrass shortly before the game crashes
i actually had a run in with this weird figure myself, on an nfoservers.net server where he appeared infront of my face before disappearing. spooky stuff
i also remember seeing skulls rain from the sky in the area just below gm_construct's skybox (right below the skybox is an empty spot you can walk around in)
billy also talked about strange occurances happening outside of video games (these are definitely fake lol). first, he found a dead rat in his closet, decapitated with a deep gash in the tile where its neck would be. another time he saw his mirror defiled with wet blood saying something edgy, and one time he said his entire bathroom was covered in blood
he also had a run in with garry in the escapists of all things, with his character loading into a weird, dark, regal looking castle with BlOoD
around this time since i was an impressionable little child who believes in the paranormal (still do! ghosts are cool) was paranoid. i remember hearing my front door open at night (was just the cat) and i damn near stuffted my undies
billy also had a story regarding finding a game in his steam library he never bought. he opened it and it was like, an atari style game where the player was a White Square. every time he beat a level, something would show up in big grainy letters or some stuff. there was also a similar occurance where he played a game where you played as a blockhead in a platformer and at the end the blockhead killed himself
i probably forgot alot of stuff since this whole ordeal happened a long time ago but i believe it happened over the course of like, half a year, so if it was a prank the dude must've been loving dedicated
thoughts? i personally think its p fake now
looking at it now im almost certain it was an elaborate and extremely drawn out prank but whatever
ok so, be me. i'm like, 12 at the time and i'm in a stupid fnaf server (yeah). this user joins. his name is Garry. he spawns in, his playermodel is just the default blockhead with a very slightly faded color scheme.
he acts just like a bot, like the bots you spawn in in the special tab that just walk around and spray stuff
owner gets mad and kicks him. i get bored and leave, hosting a freebuild server bc im bored
a dude joins and builds a... thing? it's like a chair with a missing leg, and the broken leg is interactable and displays some spooky text i don't remember, something like 'you dont understand'
remembering that garry dude im like yo you talkin about that garry dude and he says yeah. we become friends. looking back at it now this dude was probably just using multiple clients to forget around with me
around this time, garry was restricted to blockland servers. i had my first run in with him outside of the fnaf server in my pal's freebuild, but he didn't move, only communicating through the emotes. we get bored and build a box around him and he manages to teleport out. we couldn't find where he went (and nobody bothered to look) and he left
we had several other runins with garry. every time he joined a part of his model would turn red, and he would start talking backwards. none of it made any sense, though, it was just edgelord words like 'why' and 'who did this'. we also found out he could be 'programmed' to do things by saying stuff in chat (ex. hammer nix)
meanwhile, friend (calling him billy. we dont talk anymore, probably unfriended me bc he got bored of this whole charade) is having a loving wild time. apparently he has run ins with garry in garry's mod (haha), with a default skin player joining his singleplayer server and building some weird stuff. one time he built a big ass shed that he could hear crying inside, one time he built a dude hanging by a noose from a tree, and once he boarded off the infamous gm_construct's dark room entrance. billy went up to it, barely saw some feet through the boards, took a picture and the server crashed. he also recorded a video of him noticing a dark figure very far in the distance on gm flatgrass shortly before the game crashes
i actually had a run in with this weird figure myself, on an nfoservers.net server where he appeared infront of my face before disappearing. spooky stuff
i also remember seeing skulls rain from the sky in the area just below gm_construct's skybox (right below the skybox is an empty spot you can walk around in)
billy also talked about strange occurances happening outside of video games (these are definitely fake lol). first, he found a dead rat in his closet, decapitated with a deep gash in the tile where its neck would be. another time he saw his mirror defiled with wet blood saying something edgy, and one time he said his entire bathroom was covered in blood
he also had a run in with garry in the escapists of all things, with his character loading into a weird, dark, regal looking castle with BlOoD
around this time since i was an impressionable little child who believes in the paranormal (still do! ghosts are cool) was paranoid. i remember hearing my front door open at night (was just the cat) and i damn near stuffted my undies
billy also had a story regarding finding a game in his steam library he never bought. he opened it and it was like, an atari style game where the player was a White Square. every time he beat a level, something would show up in big grainy letters or some stuff. there was also a similar occurance where he played a game where you played as a blockhead in a platformer and at the end the blockhead killed himself
i probably forgot alot of stuff since this whole ordeal happened a long time ago but i believe it happened over the course of like, half a year, so if it was a prank the dude must've been loving dedicated
thoughts? i personally think its p fake now
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Drama / tell funny stories about stuffty servers
« on: December 04, 2019, 05:24:46 PM »
im bored so lets tell some nostalgic stories about stuffty people and servers like the good ol days
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Off Topic / a thank you
« on: October 26, 2019, 09:14:36 PM »
since the forums are at the end of its days now, i just wanted to take a moment to thank y'all for existing. not just the forums, blockland in general
must sound loving stupid to say but this place has admittedly built me as a person; if i hadn't decided to stay, i would be a drastically different person (and it definitely changed me for the better.)
i met most of my good friends here on blockland; hell, i met my best friend here because we decided to collab on a dumb song thing. so glad i've been able to meet them, because knowing these people and being able to talk to these people have helped me get through what i'd say is one of the hardest parts of my life so far
so thanks for everything guys. sucks to see it dying so slowly instead of with some spectacular failure, but hey. fun while it lasted
love yall
must sound loving stupid to say but this place has admittedly built me as a person; if i hadn't decided to stay, i would be a drastically different person (and it definitely changed me for the better.)
i met most of my good friends here on blockland; hell, i met my best friend here because we decided to collab on a dumb song thing. so glad i've been able to meet them, because knowing these people and being able to talk to these people have helped me get through what i'd say is one of the hardest parts of my life so far
so thanks for everything guys. sucks to see it dying so slowly instead of with some spectacular failure, but hey. fun while it lasted
love yall
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Creativity / nix's pokemon stuff mkII
« on: September 12, 2019, 05:31:49 PM »
whats up GAMERS i dont suck at pixel art as much so i might as well plop some of my better sprites here since the pixel art thread is Very dead
i also have all my sprites catalogued on pokengine (you can find it yourself i dont care (or dm if you're really curious)) if you really want to see more
i also have all my sprites catalogued on pokengine (you can find it yourself i dont care (or dm if you're really curious)) if you really want to see more