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Messages - carolcat

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I think this kind of has snuffed a horrible but beautiful flower that could have been. Although I understand the rule the more I think of it the more interesting it gets. Just gonna leave this here since I have been drinking and want to revisit the thought later.
have you finished drinking and are ready to come back to this thought

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Off Topic / Re: 60 FPS or 60FPS?
« on: April 30, 2022, 08:11:09 PM »
personally i prefer 60 f per second. sometimes 60 frames ps if i'm feeling particularly brief.

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Off Topic / Re: how do i get this loving cake icon off my screen
« on: April 19, 2022, 09:40:47 AM »
become unborn

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real life no longer exists
my corporeal form is beginning to dissolve

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where's the proof

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Off Topic / Re: autism test
« on: April 01, 2022, 02:08:44 PM »

oh no

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Off Topic / Re: Bad things your body is doing
« on: March 29, 2022, 09:01:25 AM »
i've got primary trochlear headaches so i almost always feel like i'm getting stabbed in the inner corner of my eyesocket. also i'm allergic to avocados and those are one of my favorite foods. and the ganglion cyst in my left wrist i had removed a couple years ago is back and worse than ever so i have to sleep in a wrist brace, and if i'm stirring a pot a bunch while cooking, i have to wear a wrist brace to keep from irritating it. basically i'm allergic to all the things i love and i'm in constant pain <3
i also have some good ol depression and anxiety and i'm pretty sure i've got some nasty adhd because i can never get myself to sit down and actually do stuff i need to do

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Off Topic / Re: worries and thoughts
« on: March 17, 2022, 01:44:53 PM »
nicotine whilst not extremely degrading in health (compared to other drugs) is a substance you should never touch. from my experience its just too god damn addictive. i think overtime the addiction has lessened my attention span drastically, that plus its general social acceptance and legality make it too accessible. and i don't even want to picture how much money i've spent on nicotine. i regret ever trying it its been like 6 years now and i still can't quit.
yeppp. as someone with an addictive personality/prone to substance dependence...i do my best to stay as far away as possible from it. i knew a guy in college who needed like, 3 of those sublingual nicotine things just to feel anything from em. i know that if i ever start, i'll probably be like that

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Off Topic / Re: worries and thoughts
« on: March 17, 2022, 10:37:35 AM »
how tf is nicotine good for you?
i guess if you're already addicted to it and want to avoid withdrawal symptoms lol

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Off Topic / Re: worries and thoughts
« on: March 16, 2022, 05:10:38 PM »
I feel like I'm going to be hooked on meds for the rest of my life. i used to be on 10MG lexapro and I was barely functional and I'm 5MG rn but i still struggle with energy and motivation and stuff and I can't focus on any of the creative endeavors i wanna pursue. i'm also trying to get diagnosed with ADHD w my psychiatrist and i might have to take stuff for that and i don't even know if I wanna get it treated with meds.
i'm also weaning off my antidepressants, but i've accepted that i'll be on things like my nerve blockers for the rest of my life (i have super painful, persistent facial neuralgia). there's nothing wrong with having to take medications to help your mental health. there's nothing wrong with needing that extra push to help yourself. sometimes your brain straight up doesn't make enough of the chemicals it needs and it needs help and that's okay.

i get that taking pills is exhausting. i used to take 11 pills a day back before i was finally prescribed something that was able to dull my neuralgia. now i'm down to just 4 a day, possibly soon to be 3 if i can successfully wean off my antidepressants. but i don't think there's any shame or any problem with taking medicine for your health.

also, there's far worse things to be hooked on, like nicotine lol

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Off Topic / Re: Food
« on: March 16, 2022, 05:02:26 PM »
crunchy crust is the stuff. idk why people don't like a good crunch on their crust. give me the heel of the french bread it's the best part baybee

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Off Topic / Re: anyone remember blocko city?
« on: March 15, 2022, 10:17:38 AM »

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Off Topic / Re: Food
« on: March 14, 2022, 09:31:15 AM »
oh babey the oats on the top, beautiful

hows it taste?

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Off Topic / Re: worries and thoughts
« on: March 14, 2022, 09:29:36 AM »
that i'll never find someone who i can love and love me in return.
big mood, i havent had a solid relationship ever since my long term one ended after loving me up so badly that i had to get therapy <3

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Off Topic / Re: balls thread
« on: March 14, 2022, 09:27:43 AM »
my 3 year old nephew won a rainbow ball from a claw machine on his first try, without any help
holy stuff pro gamer moment

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