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« on: November 21, 2014, 01:32:37 PM »
i lost my job at target for literally no reason two months ago. spent my last paycheck on a stuff ton of weed and smoked it up with a friend of mine. my friend who is a girl dropped me because i told her it's not right to forget random guys all the time. started to drink and smoke weed out of pure depression and started to hang out with the wrong crowd. just two weeks ago i got really drunk on a monday and almost had alcohol poisoning from it (don't have 5 stuff beers and 4 shots of vodka in 30 minutes, guys.) thankfully my stoner friend helped me get a new job which is wayyyy better than target and i actually have a solid income now. my mother figured out what was going on (almost started full on with smoking cigarettes a few days ago) and she basically gave me a final warning on all of this and waged kicking me out of the house if i continue. i told her this isn't me and i really do have a problem. i can't loving drive because whenever i try saving up i'd just spend it all on weed or something stupid.
this is why you don't do drugs to replace happiness in life. things are getting better and stuff and i'm happy it's going that way.
as for OP, things WILL get better. things happen almost for good reasons. forget your classmates, back in middle school i was made fun of because i used steam and pc game (i'm serious, some kid actually laughed at my face and asked all the kids if they ever heard of steam ever and all of em said no.) when i went to high school i met a whole guild of of the master race and we play stuff all the time (not really but yeah it's nice.)
you'll end up meeting someone else really cool as a sorta new best friend, my irl bestie moved to iowa in the 6th grade and i had no one to talk to at the time. i met mackthehunter here around the same time and we're been talking for 5 years. he went from just a blockland bro to real life bro instantly when we found out we share a ton of the same interests.
as for the pet, i'd feel the same way. if i lost my mop dog i'd be forever pissed too. as for the expensive impulse buys, i spent 80 bucks on a magic flight and i regretted it because i don't use it that much and for me it was a waste of money. thankfully i have a job and i could regain that money within a week.
as for the distrust with parents, they'll end up trusting you again because you're their kid and they love you. it's a parent thing that happens from time to time and you gotta deal with it. hell, my mom doesn't trust me and i further delayed getting my license for awhile.
i figured someone was on the same boat as me and i didn't want to go full blogland here when this was a ongoing problem for me.
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