and here i am, trying to figure out how programming languages even... work.
I tried starting with Javascript, failed.
Tried starting with C++, forgetin' failed.
I've tried starting with TorqueScript like 4 times before and failed,
and this time, I'm starting to get what's going on, but like half the stuff doesn't make sense.
How does this exist?
where did it come from?
these two questions seem to hold me back since If I don't know where the variables are coming from (just to give an example.)
Then how the hell am I supposed to know where to get other variables should I need them?
and that's just the beginning.
i feel like you are trying to learn implementation dependant syntax and thats whats loving you over
for example if you just try to jump into torquescript for blockland you need to basically learn all the function names and stuff thats why we have documentation
you need to start at the basics like python, learn the syntax and structure and slowly build up
once you know HOW to program it won't matter WHAT you program in, because every programming language is different/has it's own libraries but you know what to do with them because you know HOW to program
online courses like codeacademy or others are good to get the gist of actual syntax and how to think and solve problems so you can write code for it