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Off Topic / Re: worries and thoughts

« on: February 09, 2022, 07:30:48 PM »

This hurts to read

But only because i can relate to this feeling

I think a lot of people have a similar thought process. Love requires a lot of effort, time, dedication, and not a small amount of luck in finding the right person. Many folks are just tired of constantly putting themselves out there, only for it to result in wasted effort and hurt feelings. Some people are lucky enough to put themselves out there and find the right person, and then there's everyone else. The former people will constantly tell you to 'keep trying', but the average person only has so much emotional stamina before they find the prospect not worthy of anymore sacrifice.

The only thing I can tell anyone struggling with these feelings is to try to find fulfillment in platonic love, be there for your friends and family, and you'll find your heart was full all along.

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Off Topic / Re: worries and thoughts

« on: February 09, 2022, 07:01:59 PM »

that i'll never find someone who i can love and love me in return.

This one used to be the case for me, but I basically just came to terms with that I'm going to be that weird uncle who never got married and has thousands of dollars worth of nerdy stuff at his house, because I don't have kids as a drain on my finances. I have a lot of issues, both mentally and physically, that would basically make me a burden on anyone I decided to get involved with, and that it's probably better for everyone if I stay single. For those thinking that I'm isolating myself, I'm not, I have a friend group that I love and care for very much, and they care about me in return, it just seems like romantic love isn't for me.
My main worry now is being a failure, and not being good enough, but I think everyone deals with that feeling in one fashion or another.

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Off Topic / Re: U.S.A. Politics Thread | Two Scoops 2: Brandon Boogaloo, Media is trash.

« on: January 30, 2022, 01:35:59 AM »

Crochet is actually really relaxing and calming

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Off Topic / Re: emote contest x2

« on: January 28, 2022, 03:01:52 PM »

pay someone on fiverr to do it.

That's what a good friend of mine did, they turned out pretty good.

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General Discussion / Re: vinesauce joel mentions blockland

« on: January 26, 2022, 06:22:00 PM »

now that this thread has been epicly necrobumped

I did see a guy with the name vargskelethor/vargskelethorjoel the other day on AoD with a 260k blid

If I see Joel playing blockland on stream, I'm gonna have a coronary.

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Off Topic / Re: Forumer of the year thread 2021 | Round 6: Hulk Hogan vs. The Resonte!

« on: January 19, 2022, 09:50:17 PM »

resonte

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Off Topic / Re: U.S.A. Politics Thread | Microsoft accuires ActivisionBlizzard, antitrust dead

« on: January 19, 2022, 10:49:45 AM »

why isnt this banned

Report it and see what happens.

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Off Topic / Re: Rigel's Glaucoma: Redux

« on: January 13, 2022, 03:02:57 PM »

I dont think its real. Kenny is trolling for attention. If anyone is to be banned for spam, tony is long overdue.

It's real, it's edited by Badspot, and faking a ban is also a bannable offense.

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Off Topic / Re: I went and got a job yesterday as an electrician

« on: January 10, 2022, 11:35:34 AM »

Your degenerate cousins on the block forums are proud of you, sir.

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Off Topic / Re: Forumer of the year thread | Round 4: Resonte vs. Drydess!

« on: December 23, 2021, 11:19:02 PM »

Defendor defeats Fjeld!

Round 4: Respond to this post with the name Drydess or Resonte

Resonte

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Off Topic / Re: Whamageddon 2021 (the final stretch)

« on: December 23, 2021, 03:57:14 PM »

haha loser

What's worse is that they played the original THEN they played a cover. Sucks, man.

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Off Topic / Re: Whamageddon 2021 (the final stretch)

« on: December 22, 2021, 06:02:48 PM »

Going christmas light watching with my family, I swear If I hear Last Christmas on the radio, I can and will scream.

EDIT: I lost, I chose not to scream.

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Off Topic / Re: My cat passed away, it was a sad experience.

« on: December 14, 2021, 05:59:52 PM »

I lost my dog on the same day. Chester. He grew up with me. Had him since I was 6, he was my only friend when I had none. He got glaucoma recently, it cleared up pretty well, but my mom and I both knew he might have been beginning to go down that road. I was out with my dad, I got home late in the evening. It was almost like he was waiting for me to get back. I greeted him by kissing and hugging him. He got up to go somewhere, and he just collapsed. It was traumatizing to see him suddenly go like that. I love you so much buddy, I loved you more than most people, I really hope I can see you again.

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Off Topic / Re: Whamageddon 2021 (it has begun)

« on: December 03, 2021, 03:25:48 PM »

adblocking is anticapitalist behavior, you are a fake revolutionary and a collaborator. when you die the physical manifestation of your sin will drag you into hell by your ankles

This actually made me spit-up soda onto my monitor, thank you for the laugh.

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Off Topic / Re: United States Politics Thread | KYLE RITTENHOUSE NOT GUILTY ON ALL CHARGES

« on: November 19, 2021, 04:44:08 PM »

Was pretty obvious this was gonna happen from day one, dunno why people are surprised.