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Off Topic / Re: night discussion topic i guess [night 340]
« on: April 25, 2017, 11:01:14 PM »I haven't vomited since I was like 11. and before that I think the last time maybe was when I was too young to remember it now
First 10 or so years of my life I suffered chronic migraines which induced vomiting. The episodes were hellish. Then they vanished as puberty arrived, so I went about 10 straight years not puking, thought I was golden, then I went to college--now I puke like every two months and basically inflict the same conditions of those long-lost migraines on myself the next day. I fool myself into thinking it's in search of a good time at parties or a way to loosen up. The truth is I'm doing it because like any living mammal I want more than anything to return to the feelings of youth. In my case it is a torrential downpour of pain, but those are my personal echoes of childhood nonetheless.