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Off Topic / Won a Kindle Fire HD6
« on: March 03, 2015, 06:29:09 PM »
Today was Senior Skip Day (Juniors are taking a test today, they told Seniors to just not show up) so me and a few friends decided to hang out, we went to a pizza buffet that had games as well.
One of the games had to where you had to line up a key with a hole and then you win the prize, after a few attempts I finally won, upon winning I was extremely excited. I gave the box to the desk-guy and he proceeded to get me the Kindle.

After that I gave my 500 or so tickets away to my friends because who the hell needs wall prizes when you just won a 16(14 actually)GB Kindle Fire?

Discuss awesome prizes.

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Off Topic / Snowstorms
« on: February 16, 2015, 12:33:01 PM »
We were predicted a snow storm last night, around 2am I checked outside and we just had a little sleet. By the time I woke up 5" of snow had fallen. Its suppose to increase by 1" an hour
Its also colder than forget and my room isn't designed to be able to take anything below 20's, it is currently 10 degrees where I live. School was also cancelled for tomorrow.

So like discuss weather.

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Creativity / Source Film Maker
« on: February 13, 2015, 09:07:00 PM »
I don't feel like making a big complicated OP so I'm hoping the name is self explanatory. I'll probably make one later, or if someone wants to create one and send it to me that'll work too.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Source_Filmmaker

Post your SFM videos, discuss SFM, etc etc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWeMG66xcZY&list=UUzHEk-CanFQy7UaD0YCOzgg First one I 'successfully' made.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7F8ZeKkJS0&feature=youtu.be Second one I actually managed to make without a thousand complications and minimal headaches.


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Off Topic / Ridiculous medical care..
« on: February 02, 2015, 01:10:01 PM »
Sometime around late September / early October I had injured my back, after going to a chiropractor for a while he came to the conclusion that I had slipped a disk. An x-ray shown that my vertebrae had completely slipped out of spot and that my spine had curved horribly. He asked me to get an MRI done, and so I went to my doctor. Now this is where it gets ridiculous...
First they take their time with getting ahold of my insurance company, a week passes and we try to call them. No answer, multiple times in a row. After a few more days they finally get my MRI scheduled, I was suppose to go to today but when I got up this morning to get ready to go I was told that my appointment had been rescheduled for the 26th of this month, 24 days away... Doctors here are not taking this seriously worth a damn and its really aggravating. I have not been able to walk correctly for a while and its been causing excruciating pain. My doctors and everyone knows this as well, but clearly it doesn't cross their mind and continue to make this a pain in my ass.
/rant end

Discuss stuffty doctors and misfortunes.

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Off Topic / Tried to give blood today.
« on: January 26, 2015, 04:25:33 PM »
My school was hosting a blood drive, at first I wasn't going to because I hate needles. I get to class and my teacher offers extra credit for blood donors, still not budging I sit and do my work. Then the blood drive people came to our room pretty much pleading for people to join in on the drive. I stood up and said to my classmates I'd do it if someone joined me, no one did but since I had already stood up I said the hell with it and went with them.
After waiting and drinking water I'm finally in the room where they tested my blood, they pricked my finger twice because it was hard to draw blood from the first one. After the tests and such I'm told to lay down on the bed so I do. Then it turns out my only semi-usable vein isn't even big enough to draw from.

On the bright side I still got free food and some extra credit for trying to give.

EDIT: I still got the sticker + I should be getting a blood donor card so I can try again next time. I just wasn't hydrated enough at that moment.

tl:dr - After the tests and such it turns out my vein was too small to give. So I was pricked
twice for nothing.

Discuss donations and such

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General Discussion / DM Church
« on: January 13, 2015, 06:39:00 PM »
While messing around with the default saves I decided to hunt down the DM_Church, upon loading it I discovered it was floating due to being in the bedroom last time it was loaded. I removed the extra bricks and put it on the ground. I shall now share it with you.

It has no weapons so you have to add those back in, sorry.


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Off Topic / Finally bought a phone
« on: January 10, 2015, 10:27:03 AM »
A few days ago I went to Walmart and bought me a phone, I was given $100 about a week ago to spend on one.
For $30 I got an LGL34C with a Straight Talk plan. $45 for unlimited calling, data, and text for a month. Hoping to get a job and keep that up.
I just recently discovered it came with a 3.6gb SD card, unfortunately I have no clue what to put on it because I still have my old iPod for music.
The phone also uses Verizon towers which is great, nearly no dead zones at all.

Discuss phones and what the hell to do with 3.6GB SD cards

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Off Topic / Thinking of buying a drawing tablet.
« on: November 27, 2014, 05:09:22 PM »
As stated in the title I'm planning on buying a drawing tablet, I currently have my eyes set on this one http://www.amazon.com/Huion-Graphic-Drawing-Tablet-Pressure/dp/B00DKW816K/ref=cm_cr_pr_product_top its in my budget and doesn't seem too bad.

I have $38.05 to spend, I'm also able to get a %20 discount at amazon.


Sorry, the code decided not to work on anything. Locking.

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Off Topic / School canceled because of snow
« on: November 17, 2014, 06:04:36 AM »
Just got told my school is canceled due to snow, the fact it was canceled this early into the winter season is amazing, it also shows that a bad winter is coming.
We usually don't get these off days until December-January

Discuss weather n stuff

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Off Topic / First day of senior year.
« on: August 06, 2014, 05:22:31 AM »
Yup, its the beginning of the ending for me. The final year, I survived the first 11 years of schooling and its time to finish it off.

I sit here, drinking coffee, waiting for 6am to roll around so I can board the bus and leave.

Discuss school and such.

- Coffee just got finished off. 25 minutes till the bus shows up.
The bus here shows up at 6am on the dot. You can set a clock on it.

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Everyone is aloud to discuss here, if you have nothing good to post than please kindly leave. If you're here to call bullstuff on everyone than you should also leave.


For those here for a serious discussion, you're not alone with your problems. There are many people out there who are willing to help you out.


(Thank you Becquerel for this)

TYPES OF MENTAL ILLNESS

1. Anxiety Disorders. Response to certain stimulus with fear and dread, as well as physical symptoms such as a rapid heartbeat and profuse sweating. These conditions are diagnosed if the patients response is not appropriate to the current situation, if the response cannot be controlled, or if the disorder interferes with every day life. Examples are Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, Obsessive - Compulsive Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, and most phobias.

2. Mood Disorders. Mood Disorders (Also Called Affective Disorders) involve persistent feelings of sadness or periods of feeling overly happy, or switching between the 2. The most common disorders is Depression, Mania, and Bipolar Disorder

3. Psychotic Disorders. Psychotic Disorders involve distorted awareness and thinking. Two of the most common symptoms are Hallucinations (The experience of stimulus  that is not real and cant be observed by others) and Delusions (False beliefs that the ill person accepts as true despite evidence to the contrary). The major diagnosis for Psychotic Disorders is Schizophrenia

4. Eating Disorders involve extreme emotions, attitudes, and behaviours involving weight and food. Anorexia and Bulimia Nervosa and binge eating disorder are the most common disorders.

5. Impulse and Addiction disorders. People with Impulse and Addiction disorders are unable to resist urges, or impulses, to perform harmful acts that could injure ones self or others. For example, Pyromania, Kleptomania, and Compulsive gambling are examples of Impulse Disorders. Addiction involves the craving of an illicit substance such as Alcohol or other drugs. Most of the time, people with these disorders are so involved with the objects of their addiction that they begin to ignore responsibilities and relationships.

6. Personality Disorders. People with Personality Disorders have extreme and inflexible personality traits that are distressing to the person and/or cause problems in work, school, or social relationships. In addition, the persons patterns of thinking and behaviour significantly impair with normal functioning. The list of personality disorders include: Schizoid, Schizotypal, Paranoid, Borderline, Histrionic, Anti-social, Narcissistic, Dependent, Avoidant, and Obsessive Compulsive.

7.  Adjustment Disorders. AD occurs when a person develops emotional and/or behavioural symptoms in response to stressful stimulus, such as an earthquake or tornado, divorce, death of a loved one, or a problem with substance addiction. AD Normally develops atleast within 3 months of exposure to negative stimulus, and normally stops once the stimulus stops or is terminated.

8. Dissociative Disorders. Peoople with these disorders suffer severe disturbances or changes in identity, memory, consciousness, and general awareness of themselves and their surroundings. These are normally associative with overwhelming stress which may be the result of traumatic events, accidents, or disasters that have been experienced or witnessed by the individual. 2 common Dissociative disorders are Dissociative Identity disorder and Depersonalization disorder.

9. Factitious Disorders. Factitious disorders are conditions in which physical and/or emotional symptoms are created and mimicked to place the individual in the role of a patient or a person in need of help on purpose.

10. loveual and Gender Disorders. These include disorders that affect loveual desire, performance, and behaviour. loveual Dysfunction, gender identity disorder, and the paraphilias are examples.

11. Somatoform Disorders. A person with a Somatoform disorder (Formerly Psychosomatic Disorder) experience physical symptoms of an illness even when a doctor can not find any medical cause for the symptoms.

12. Tic Disorders. People with Tic disorders make sounds or display body movements that are repeated, quick, sudden, and/or uncontrollable. *Sounds involuntarily made are called Vocal Tics* Tourette's Syndrome is a common example


PERSONALITY DISORDERS
I'm going to use the Millon Chart of Personality Disorders here

1. Paranoid
2. Schizoid
3. Schizotypal
4. Antisocial
5. Borderline
6. Histrionic
7. Narcissistic
8. Avoidant
9. Dependent
10. Obsessibe Compulsive
11. Depressive
12. Passive-Aggressive
13. Sadistic
14. Self-Defeating / Masochistic

PARANOID
Guarded, defensive, distrustful and suspiciousness. Hypervigilant to the motives of others to undermine or do harm. Always seeking confirmatory evidence of hidden schemes. Feels righteous, but persecuted.

SCHIZOID
Apathetic, indifferent, remote, solitary, distant, humorless. Neither desires nor needs human attachments. Withdrawal from relationships and prefer to be alone. Little interest in others, often seen as a loner. Minimal awareness of feelings of self or others. Few drives or ambitions, if any.

SCHIZOTYPAL
Eccentric, self-estranged, bizarre, absent. Exhibits peculiar mannerisms and behaviors. Thinks can read thoughts of others. Preoccupied with odd daydreams and beliefs. Blurs line between reality and fantasy. Magical thinking and strange beliefs.

ANTISOCIAL
Impulsive, irresponsible, deviant, unruly. Acts without due consideration. Meets social obligations only when self-serving. Disrespects societal customs, rules, and standards. Sees self as free and independent. Lacks empathy and is very Manipulative

BORDERLINE
Unpredictable, manipulative, unstable. Frantically fears abandonment and isolation. Experiences rapidly fluctuating moods. Shifts rapidly between loving and hating. Sees self and others alternatively as all-good and all-bad. Unstable and frequently changing moods.

HISTRIONIC
Dramatic, seductive, shallow, stimulus-seeking, vain. Overreacts to minor events. Exhibitionistic as a means of securing attention and favors. Sees self as attractive and charming. Constant seeking for others' attention.

NARCISSISTIC
Egotistical, arrogant, grandiose, insouciant. Preoccupied with fantasies of success, beauty, or achievement. Sees self as admirable and superior, and therefore entitled to special treatment.

AVOIDANT
Hesitant, self-conscious, embarrassed, anxious. Tense in social situations due to fear of rejection. Plagued by constant performance anxiety. Sees self as inept, inferior, or unappealing. Feels alone and empty.

DEPENDENT
Helpless, incompetent, submissive, immature. Withdraws from adult responsibilities. Sees self as weak or fragile. Seeks constant reassurance from stronger figures.

OBSESSIVE - COMPULSIVE
Restrained, conscientious, respectful, rigid. Maintains a rule-bound lifestyle. Adheres closely to social conventions. Sees the world in terms of regulations and hierarchies. Sees self as devoted, reliable, efficient, and productive.

DEPRESSIVE
Somber, discouraged, pessimistic, brooding, fatalistic. Presents self as vulnerable and abandoned. Feels valueless, guilty, and impotent. Judges self as worthy only of criticism and contempt.

PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE
Resentful, contrary, skeptical, discontented. Resists fulfilling others’ expectations. Deliberately inefficient. Vents anger indirectly by undermining others’ goals. Alternately moody and irritable, then sullen and withdrawn.

SADISTIC
Explosively hostile, abrasive, cruel, dogmatic. Liable to sudden outbursts of rage. Feels selfsatisfied through dominating, intimidating and humiliating others. Is opinionated and close-minded.

SELF DEFEATING / MASOCHISTIC
Deferential, pleasure-phobic, servile, blameful, self-effacing. Encourages others to take advantage. Deliberately defeats own achievements. Seeks condemning or mistreatful partners.


Quote from: Momentum
It's okay to be mentally ill, it's not your fault. This is a positive environment to discuss your diagnoses and surround yourself with people who understand your situation.

Self diagnoses should be encouraged in a way that people should make themselves aware of certain symptoms instead of ignoring them and allowing things to escalate into problems. You shouldn't feel wrong for self-diagnosing mental illnesses so long as you recognize that you could be wrong, but if you've done your fair share of research, you have some credibility.

A website you can look at because I don't feel like acquiring more links at the moment:
http://www.nami.org/



This section of the thread is for people on the thread who are well known to consistently bombard the thread with hatred and unacceptance, I presonally recommend to avoid these people at all costs. The list is as follows:

- Nal
- mus
- Taboo


more to come, hopefully not though.


Just say what you want added to the poll. I'll get to it sooner or later.
I'll probably add stuff on neurological disorders later.


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Gallery / City project
« on: July 08, 2014, 08:20:45 PM »
Yes, it is back. After a long time of being y'know dead.

I'll get to the pictures
Birds eye view of the town:

Big towers that are connected! This place is where the admins subside.

Work in progress bank

Part of the city

Housing district:

The old admin building

Trailers and some of the city:

Not exactly sure what to call this area


Sorry for not using shaders, my hardwares software doesn't like shaders for some reason, even after updating them.
I'll get more later, I had to post this now because someone had stolen the save and is claiming it as theirs.

Credit of this city goes to:
Me (Peavy)
Lester Fox
Alyx Vance
JCPC/Michel
Armquist
Barnabas

And many others

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Off Topic / Need new headset
« on: July 06, 2014, 09:41:21 PM »
Okay my headset is hitting its end because I accidently broke its headphone a few months ago, I can't get it fixed because I lack what is needed to fix it.

I need suggestions for headsets $20 or less
(must have microphone!)


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Off Topic / Accidentally managed to cut my finger yesterday
« on: July 04, 2014, 12:31:32 PM »
After hours of sleep deprivation I was asked to open a bag, I went to cut it open but I hadn't been paying attention, when I cut the bag my finger was also in the knifes blood zone (the zone that is dangerous in the event the knife slips)
The knife slid and got my finger, the serrated edge tore the tip slightly.
I already tore the flap of skin off because those never heal back in place it seems.

It wouldn't quit bleeding until this morning, I now have multiple bloodied bandages, and a blooded finger thing I made to cover the cut so I could use my finger without disturbing it.

Surprisingly enough it didn't hurt when it happened, it only became sore to the touch after a few hours

Now for a funfact:
The fingertips are apparently some of the most sensitive parts on the human body

(pm me if you want a low quality photo of it)

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Off Topic / Got a skin infection :c
« on: June 20, 2014, 03:34:02 PM »
Yesterday morning I woke up with a swollen spot on my face, didn't think much of it at the time. Went to bed hoping it'd go down, woke up and it was worse so we went to the hospital.

After getting admitted into the hospital for about half an hour I was taken care of and prescribed some medicine. I tore the wrist band off as soon as I got into the hallway.
I was asked a bunch of questions, some of which didn't have anything to do with the infection. (asking about depression and such)

So like yeah, hospitals and such. Discuss

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