* Ichverbot cremates Ningyou.
Sorry.
Joshua: hurro
Joshua: How did you get this
captmeat: iban??
Joshua: yes
Joshua: The one and only
captmeat: I'm half asleep
captmeat: Sorry if I babble
captmeat: I can't respond to pm's
Joshua: ahhhh I figured as much
captmeat: Thank you for mesagine me that
captmeat: She's loving creepy
captmeat: obsessing over me
captmeat: for loving months
captmeat: D:
Joshua: lol
Joshua: She's having a really hard breakdown right now
Joshua: She was trying to rationalize it
captmeat: isn't the first time
Joshua: yeah but you were good to make it a) public b) in no uncertain terms
Joshua: she can't hide or play games and say to me that you're still into her
Joshua: it's just impossible now
captmeat: I am not obsesed with her, I do not love her, I did not tell her that I'm wanting her to be obsessed with me or whatever
captmeat: She's crazy
captmeat: I blocked her on FB/BL messaging/Skype/Xfire/Steam etc
captmeat: And she went on other people's
captmeat: such as KAtamari
captmeat: to message me
captmeat: being like
Joshua: Did you guys ever have a thing going?
captmeat: I NEED YOU
captmeat: I LOVE YOU
captmeat: yes
captmeat: but that ended
captmeat: awhile ago
captmeat: and shes still obsessing over it
Joshua: It's only after I sent the PM did it come to me that maybe she was slightly insane.
captmeat: And after 2 months of it ending
captmeat: her getting on bl Servers that I was on
captmeat: building hearts
captmeat: saying
captmeat: Capt + Miika forever
captmeat: :|
Joshua: that is so awesome and creepy at the same time
captmeat: its horrible D:
Joshua: What made you break it off with her in the first place
captmeat: long story
Joshua: Well, I'd like to hear it.
Joshua: Your call though
captmeat: I'd rather be fully awake
captmeat: but
captmeat: First off
captmeat: She lives in Belgium as you know
captmeat: where they speak dutch
captmeat: I'm american
captmeat: She wanted me to move to a country where I couldn't understand the language
captmeat: and when I had no money
captmeat: She wanted me to live off her family
captmeat: when she doesn't even go to school
captmeat: not homeschooled no
captmeat: she doesn't even go
captmeat: She kept telling me how
captmeat: she had panic attacks
captmeat: every time she saw someone prettier
captmeat: which made her feel like a failure
captmeat: which is just bullstuff
captmeat: So she stopped going to school
captmeat: for like a year now
Joshua: She told me she was paranoid that other people were thinking about her
Joshua: Not negatively, just.. at all
captmeat: she said that as well, but also the attractiveness thing
captmeat: it's not just that though
captmeat: but the fact that even after a year
captmeat: she still had trouble even going on mic
captmeat: because she was scared
captmeat: and she wouldnt show herself ever to me
captmeat: but show heraself to other people all the time
Joshua: She talks on the mic all the time
captmeat: yeah
captmeat: not to me
captmeat: neever
captmeat: but
captmeat: whenever I was feeling down
Joshua: woah
captmeat: she never helped
captmeat: ask greekgeeker
captmeat: if you dont believe me lol
Joshua: just going to go out on a whim here
Joshua: she just responded with like
Joshua: ":o omg"
captmeat: LOL
captmeat: pretty much yeah
captmeat: And yeah, I have anxiety issues and I told her about, and she never bothered to even help at all with it
captmeat: Never bothered to reassure me
captmeat: or anything
captmeat: not to mention she never leaves the house
captmeat: Which is one of the reasons i find the topic she posted hilarious
captmeat: considering she just stays on computer all day
captmeat: LOL
captmeat: dude ask greekgeeker about miika and me
captmeat: see what he says
captmeat: :P
Joshua: So what was the straw that broke the camel's back, so to speak
captmeat: Well
captmeat: Early in the relationship she cheated on me with MEgascience
Joshua: wat
captmeat: Drew pictures of her sucking his richard
captmeat: but that wasnt it
Joshua: oh man im weirded out
captmeat: I gave her another chance after that
captmeat: I guess it's the fact that she wanted me to basically skip college
captmeat: to to a country where I can't speak the language
captmeat: and live off her mother's income
captmeat: while she's a maid
captmeat: :|
captmeat: and the fact she's.. not very stable
captmeat: One thing bad happens
captmeat: Self Delete
captmeat: QQ
captmeat: IM SERIOUS PILLS
Joshua: I'm pretty sure that's every 16 year old girl to be honest.
captmeat: yeah
captmeat: well she would be showing guys
captmeat: that she has pills
captmeat: so they would message me
captmeat: being like
captmeat: GIVE HER ANOTHER CHANCE
captmeat: I can't tell you how many loving messages
captmeat: from Katamari to Colten
captmeat: saying how I am too hard on her, that she's going to kill herself without me
captmeat: like 3 months after breaking up
captmeat: I've moved on
captmeat: I'm fine
captmeat: I'm happy dude
captmeat: I felt so much better breaking up with her
captmeat: And she can't get over it
captmeat: She still has some odd hope
captmeat: that we will get back together
Joshua: this is bizarre as hell
captmeat: yes
Joshua: I'm surprised you've never made a drama thread about it or something
captmeat: LOL
captmeat: oh
captmeat: when we were "Together"
captmeat: She would often video chat with Robo
captmeat: who would show his richard
captmeat: and she wouldn't hang up
captmeat: or say stop
captmeat: at all
captmeat: she would just watch him
captmeat: ...
Joshua: She likes the attention.
captmeat: yeah pretty much
Joshua: I'm in an audio chat with her and 5 other people
Joshua: who just
Joshua: hit on her
Joshua: constantly
captmeat: AHAHA
captmeat: Dodger?
Joshua: Dodger Kira Katamari and "Chris richards"
Joshua: who is Kata's friend
captmeat: She hates Dodger
captmeat: Thinks hes a creep
captmeat: told me
captmeat: but she doesn't want to "hurt his feelings"
captmeat: :|
Joshua: Meeses is the one that makes it obvious that he wants her nudes
Joshua: just
Joshua: asks
Joshua: every hour
Joshua: at least
captmeat: LOL
captmeat: why do you put up with it
captmeat: see you later
captmeat: I'm going to bed
captmeat: I'm exhausted
captmeat: Night dude
Joshua: later capt