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« on: April 12, 2014, 12:35:25 AM »
I am currently typing this on my phone, so please excuse any grammatical errors that. I have overlooked, And I realize it's a rather serious subject, but I'd rather use this than Yahoo! Answers just for the sake of my friends or family members seeing.
Ok so recently, My mother has been acting strange.
(This is a brief history lesson I mind you)
I've lived with my mother for my entire life, ever moved once. My father left for war when I was an infant and later on (He is currently in Afghanistan, and returning later in may) And hasn't been a very good parent. He beat my mother when he was drunk plenty of times when i was in the 1st-3rd grade, Then my brother started doing meth and did the same from 3-4th grade. Granted I love both of them still but anyway
My mother is in her mid 50s, And I'm well aware that she's going through meta pause, Blah blah blah. She's been acting really strange lately, Past couple of months she's been talking in her sleep, but like; she's awake? Sometimes I'll say something to her in the mornings or when I'm going to bed, I'll usually say something walking next to her room like "Goodnight, Love you" or something in that manner, even though she can't hear me. She's starting to respond now, but with something completely off topic like "Did you download it yet?" Like she's still in her 'Dream World'.
Also she's been a complete starfish to me too all of the sudden, on tuesday and tonight, She's just been really rude and abrasive to me, for no apparent reason. For example i was about to take a shower tonight when my dad called me, we had a normal conversation then I hung up. I got out and talked to my mom a little and she was disgusted with me for some reason. I was asking her why and she just said things like "Oh just stop" and "You know why". I kept telling her that I did nothing wrong from my point of view. I know
Afterwards she started calling me a piece of stuff and telling me to go to my room. I she told me that "She's fed up with me playing games" sort of like a spouse would to her husband, that manner. And it got to me just being really frustrated, so I went to my room, and I started to type this.
I know it sounds like I'm leaving out details, and I am. I've been typing this for about 45 minutes because my phone keeps loving up, and I'd rather not lag it on further. If you want some information on certain spot, just ask or PM me.
Please note that, I'm not trying to tell the forums my sob story or anything like that, I'm just seriously worried about our relationship, It probably has to do with me but some things just seem strange.
It's not like she's a jerk to me all the time, She's been a generally caring mother to me.
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