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Still havent done anything with my life
When does the ride end
When does the ride end
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Off Topic / Some guy I know molested my gf, excuse me what the forget
« on: December 14, 2018, 10:56:07 AM »
blogland
Whats with the last few months and why does every single last day get worse
Im going to keep it short but theres a guy, lets call him Brandon. Brandon is a creepy stereotype neckbeard. And thats not exaggerated. I really mean a 4chan neckbeard. I honestly wouldnt be suprised if he had piss bottles in his room. Anyway.
Brandon has a crush on my significant other. But like a big one. Im fine with that, as long as he doesnt try anything. But before I continue, let me list some stuff he does (while knowing she is in a relationship) so you get the picture
- Has my s/o has his phone background
- Tells her about his kinks and jack off fantasies
- Tells her about how he wants to sleep with her
- Calls her kitty, unironically
- Buys her a ton of stuff for no reason
- Wants to get a loving tat of something related to her.
- Tells her how much of an starfish I am, even tho I never talk to him and he cant possible know me
- Peeks at my best friends phone about a very private conversation she was having with my s/o, and than asks my s/o about it
Now some day my s/o was hanging out at his place, which im fine with and she told me. The only reason she was there was because he has a metric forget ton of cats and she loves cats. a lot. Now apparently he groped her there. And she has a history and trauma of getting loveually harrassed and Brandon knows that. And now hes threatening and manipulating both my s/o and my best friend with Self Delete if they ever block him. I high-key want to send him a text/message about it and that he should stay the forget away from her but I dont want to be that kind of starfish. I also want to tell my girlfriend to stay the forget away from him (which shes going to anyway) and to cut all contact immediatly. If he kills himself than thats his personal problem but I dont want to take away her freedom and she will probably think his death is on her. I want to call the cops on his ass but "that will ruin his future" and if the parents of my s/o ever found out they would beat her and throw her out (theyre extremely conservative)
What the forget do I do
Whats with the last few months and why does every single last day get worse
Im going to keep it short but theres a guy, lets call him Brandon. Brandon is a creepy stereotype neckbeard. And thats not exaggerated. I really mean a 4chan neckbeard. I honestly wouldnt be suprised if he had piss bottles in his room. Anyway.
Brandon has a crush on my significant other. But like a big one. Im fine with that, as long as he doesnt try anything. But before I continue, let me list some stuff he does (while knowing she is in a relationship) so you get the picture
- Has my s/o has his phone background
- Tells her about his kinks and jack off fantasies
- Tells her about how he wants to sleep with her
- Calls her kitty, unironically
- Buys her a ton of stuff for no reason
- Wants to get a loving tat of something related to her.
- Tells her how much of an starfish I am, even tho I never talk to him and he cant possible know me
- Peeks at my best friends phone about a very private conversation she was having with my s/o, and than asks my s/o about it
Now some day my s/o was hanging out at his place, which im fine with and she told me. The only reason she was there was because he has a metric forget ton of cats and she loves cats. a lot. Now apparently he groped her there. And she has a history and trauma of getting loveually harrassed and Brandon knows that. And now hes threatening and manipulating both my s/o and my best friend with Self Delete if they ever block him. I high-key want to send him a text/message about it and that he should stay the forget away from her but I dont want to be that kind of starfish. I also want to tell my girlfriend to stay the forget away from him (which shes going to anyway) and to cut all contact immediatly. If he kills himself than thats his personal problem but I dont want to take away her freedom and she will probably think his death is on her. I want to call the cops on his ass but "that will ruin his future" and if the parents of my s/o ever found out they would beat her and throw her out (theyre extremely conservative)
What the forget do I do
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Off Topic / Everyone thinks im a failure and really I just want to die, ama
« on: December 03, 2018, 05:07:18 PM »
Ya bois breaking down again and instead of getting actual help, I stuffpost on an internet forum. Further adding to the failure part.
Quick breakdown of the last 3 months of my life
- dropped out of uni after 2 weeks
- dropped out of uni after 2 weeks, again
- sat 2 weeks at home trying to find a somewhat decent job
- found a nice job but got fired, after 2 weeks
- second week sitting at home and still havent found anything
- gf is sick and ran out of pain medication
- dad called me a failure
- grandmother called me a failure
- sister called me a failure
When does the ride end
Quick breakdown of the last 3 months of my life
- dropped out of uni after 2 weeks
- dropped out of uni after 2 weeks, again
- sat 2 weeks at home trying to find a somewhat decent job
- found a nice job but got fired, after 2 weeks
- second week sitting at home and still havent found anything
- gf is sick and ran out of pain medication
- dad called me a failure
- grandmother called me a failure
- sister called me a failure
When does the ride end
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Off Topic / I dropped out of uni twice in less than a month, ama
« on: October 20, 2018, 05:56:42 PM »
I unironically want to loving die at this point in life. Please just end it already.
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Off Topic / Does the forums collect watches?
« on: October 05, 2018, 12:25:08 AM »
Recently ive gotten fascinated with them. Mostly the mechanical/automatic ones. While quartz watches are undeniable, objectively better. An automatic movement is still so... Satisfying? The small parts moving in harmony just to keep your time just feels so much better than a quartz watch.
Personally I own a Bering classic black with a 3rd party italian leather strap because the original was genuine trash.
I also own a swatch Irony chrono. A parnis submarine which is just a submariner homage. It broke and cant be fixed so dont buy chinese ripoffs kids. And I recently got a Seiko 5 automatic as replacement.
/Unironically flex on a lego forum discuss
Personally I own a Bering classic black with a 3rd party italian leather strap because the original was genuine trash.
I also own a swatch Irony chrono. A parnis submarine which is just a submariner homage. It broke and cant be fixed so dont buy chinese ripoffs kids. And I recently got a Seiko 5 automatic as replacement.
/Unironically flex on a lego forum discuss
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Off Topic / Why do people (start) smoking?
« on: October 03, 2018, 03:19:11 PM »
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All articles I read are some nicotine addiction shenanigans. I still dont get it 100%.
Personally I smoke very rarely. Either when im bored, like waiting for my class to start or for my train to arrive. Or when im very stressed out and im having some kind of mental episode. It does help a bit and the ""high"" gets my anxiety a bit under control when im over thinking stuff.
But im batstuff terrified of getting addicted. At the rate I'm "smoking" I can easily get half a year to a year with a single pack but still. Im getting worried im actually starting to get addicted to it. Stopping doesnt seem that big of a deal to me tho. Im kinda addicted to coffee and I can stop for a week (or more) if I have the willpower to but cigarettes are a different story since its more addicting or something idk.
So do people start for similar reasons or is it just cause?
Also excuse my grammer and whatever, I had a few beers.
All articles I read are some nicotine addiction shenanigans. I still dont get it 100%.
Personally I smoke very rarely. Either when im bored, like waiting for my class to start or for my train to arrive. Or when im very stressed out and im having some kind of mental episode. It does help a bit and the ""high"" gets my anxiety a bit under control when im over thinking stuff.
But im batstuff terrified of getting addicted. At the rate I'm "smoking" I can easily get half a year to a year with a single pack but still. Im getting worried im actually starting to get addicted to it. Stopping doesnt seem that big of a deal to me tho. Im kinda addicted to coffee and I can stop for a week (or more) if I have the willpower to but cigarettes are a different story since its more addicting or something idk.
So do people start for similar reasons or is it just cause?
Also excuse my grammer and whatever, I had a few beers.
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Off Topic / Do this IQ test and post results
« on: September 10, 2018, 06:41:44 AM »
http://test.mensa.no/#
I think this test is full of stuff because im quite handicapped but whatever. Post results.
I think this test is full of stuff because im quite handicapped but whatever. Post results.
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Off Topic / [help] So uh, I ran away from home
« on: September 08, 2018, 04:59:41 AM »
Its quite personal but im going to give you a short version.
Basically my mother and father are divorced for a solid 12 years now but they keep fighting about money and who owns what and all that other stuff.
Recently my father send a letter to my mother demanding €1400 ish because he believes its his. I dont know specifically what its for but its actually his and he has documents proving it. Normally he wouldnt send a letter but my mother has been breaking the agreements for years and he was tired of that stuff so he wanted to get back at her so she would stop breaking the agreements which I understand.
Of course, silly me didnt knew that so I absolutely despised my father because my mother told me hes essentially bullying her and trying to break her. I found out she has been lying to me for loving years trying to defile my father. She even asked me to lie to him once. I myself never lie (white lies excluded) and think lying is loving disgusting. I had a fight with my mother last thursday because I didnt tell her about my panic attacks. Panic attacks because my stepfather beat my actual father. No one tells their parents theyre having panic attacks lmao. I was loving boiling of course because she was being extremely unreasonable for other things too which im too lazy to explain what for. But I remained calm as usual and just bottled that stuff up. Right after she left my room I broke down into a panic attack, again. Very nice.
She entered my room a few minutes later and saw me crying and asked in a very pissed off tone: "Whats wrong now?" I lost my loving stuff. I have never yelled at anyone untill now. After we were done fighting she told me to go live with my father because I dont appreciate what she's done for me and that this house isnt an hotel. I replied something along the lines that if she loves me sooo much (sarcasm) I might as well go live with my father. At least hes not as unreasonable as you. After that I ran away to my sisters place. Stayed the night there and the following morning I packed my stuff while she was at work and got on a train to my father.
While I was on the train she called me asking when im going to go home. Funny because apperently I was going to live with my father according to her. I said I dont know and hung up. Now the thing is. I can only stay here untill wednesday. I cant live here either because all of my stuff is still at my mothers and uni is starting next week.
I dont know what the forget im supposed to do now.
My mother has lied to me for years, tried to make me choose between her and my father (and if I didnt choose her I was a backstabber, of course I didnt choose either side. Paint my crazy if I did), tried to involve me numerous times and bribe me with money to never go there again.
My father doesnt even want to talk about it with me. Not because hes trying to keep a secret or some stuff, but because I asked him. Their fight is none of my business and he respects that.
So yes. What do I do now? Sorry for incomprehensible text or types or whatever. I typed this out in a hurry.
Basically my mother and father are divorced for a solid 12 years now but they keep fighting about money and who owns what and all that other stuff.
Recently my father send a letter to my mother demanding €1400 ish because he believes its his. I dont know specifically what its for but its actually his and he has documents proving it. Normally he wouldnt send a letter but my mother has been breaking the agreements for years and he was tired of that stuff so he wanted to get back at her so she would stop breaking the agreements which I understand.
Of course, silly me didnt knew that so I absolutely despised my father because my mother told me hes essentially bullying her and trying to break her. I found out she has been lying to me for loving years trying to defile my father. She even asked me to lie to him once. I myself never lie (white lies excluded) and think lying is loving disgusting. I had a fight with my mother last thursday because I didnt tell her about my panic attacks. Panic attacks because my stepfather beat my actual father. No one tells their parents theyre having panic attacks lmao. I was loving boiling of course because she was being extremely unreasonable for other things too which im too lazy to explain what for. But I remained calm as usual and just bottled that stuff up. Right after she left my room I broke down into a panic attack, again. Very nice.
She entered my room a few minutes later and saw me crying and asked in a very pissed off tone: "Whats wrong now?" I lost my loving stuff. I have never yelled at anyone untill now. After we were done fighting she told me to go live with my father because I dont appreciate what she's done for me and that this house isnt an hotel. I replied something along the lines that if she loves me sooo much (sarcasm) I might as well go live with my father. At least hes not as unreasonable as you. After that I ran away to my sisters place. Stayed the night there and the following morning I packed my stuff while she was at work and got on a train to my father.
While I was on the train she called me asking when im going to go home. Funny because apperently I was going to live with my father according to her. I said I dont know and hung up. Now the thing is. I can only stay here untill wednesday. I cant live here either because all of my stuff is still at my mothers and uni is starting next week.
I dont know what the forget im supposed to do now.
My mother has lied to me for years, tried to make me choose between her and my father (and if I didnt choose her I was a backstabber, of course I didnt choose either side. Paint my crazy if I did), tried to involve me numerous times and bribe me with money to never go there again.
My father doesnt even want to talk about it with me. Not because hes trying to keep a secret or some stuff, but because I asked him. Their fight is none of my business and he respects that.
So yes. What do I do now? Sorry for incomprehensible text or types or whatever. I typed this out in a hurry.
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Off Topic / I got a noise complaint from my drunk neighbor who always makes a ton of noise
« on: September 03, 2018, 06:30:00 AM »
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I was playing music quite loud and practicing bass and whatsnot. But my speakers are already very loud on volume 2 which is the lowest I can go. I try to keep my bass amp down but I am tone deaf on both ears and partially deaf on my right ear so an acceptable volume for normal people is near silent for me.
Im fine with a noise complaint tbh but im not fine with a noise complaint from my drunk neighbor for the following reasons:
- The police has been on our flour at least 4 times because of her drunk ass, usually past 11pm
- She comes knocking on our door in the middle of the night because of her "abuse" boyfriend while in reality shes just loving drunk and fell or something, idk
- forgets extremely loud, keep your legs closed please.
- Shes just annoying in general and everyone from the block dislikes her.
The landlord threatened to give us "consequences" if we got another complaint but this thot has had at least 4-5 complaints, 2 of which were from my family. And thats only the complaints I know of. She probably has had more.
What do?
I was playing music quite loud and practicing bass and whatsnot. But my speakers are already very loud on volume 2 which is the lowest I can go. I try to keep my bass amp down but I am tone deaf on both ears and partially deaf on my right ear so an acceptable volume for normal people is near silent for me.
Im fine with a noise complaint tbh but im not fine with a noise complaint from my drunk neighbor for the following reasons:
- The police has been on our flour at least 4 times because of her drunk ass, usually past 11pm
- She comes knocking on our door in the middle of the night because of her "abuse" boyfriend while in reality shes just loving drunk and fell or something, idk
- forgets extremely loud, keep your legs closed please.
- Shes just annoying in general and everyone from the block dislikes her.
The landlord threatened to give us "consequences" if we got another complaint but this thot has had at least 4-5 complaints, 2 of which were from my family. And thats only the complaints I know of. She probably has had more.
What do?
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Off Topic / (news) Theres a hole in the ISS
« on: August 30, 2018, 03:17:49 PM »
I dont care about the news but
to show you the power of flex tape. I cut a hole in the ISS
also for those that are interested https://www.cbc.ca/news/technology/leak-iss-1.4804499
to show you the power of flex tape. I cut a hole in the ISS
also for those that are interested https://www.cbc.ca/news/technology/leak-iss-1.4804499
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Off Topic / Anyone else here buys vinyl records?
« on: July 19, 2018, 12:42:14 PM »
I got into it recently because I bought floral shoppe for a meme (I didnt even have a turntable back then) but now I have one and im kind of liking the "hobby"
Also where can I geat cheapo records that isnt discogs or ebay? (Not like I dont use them, I just want more sources)
/discuss
Also where can I geat cheapo records that isnt discogs or ebay? (Not like I dont use them, I just want more sources)
/discuss
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Off Topic / Espio graduated and got accepted into uni, ama
« on: June 25, 2018, 08:10:54 AM »
/Title
I just got the news I passed high school and that I also got accepted into university. Im going for a bachelor in applied informatics. My uni is in antwerps which basically is the center of the world so thats neat.
AMA
I just got the news I passed high school and that I also got accepted into university. Im going for a bachelor in applied informatics. My uni is in antwerps which basically is the center of the world so thats neat.
AMA