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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 02:27:24 PM »

And here I thought such a cool dude like Khorde would get all the ladies. XD

As for hanging out, whatever happened to Valen?

I only lead you on to think that.

Valen is still around. I talked to a few days ago and we stuff ourselves playing the game Slender. Then he had to go, but I keep in touch w/ him.

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:42:34 PM »

I feel you man.
I mean, I have a girlfriend now, been dating for a few months, talked about marrying, kids, etc. Everything is pretty dead loving set for us. We're both sarcastic starfishs so we get along perfectly. And the love is great.

But yeah, I feel you. Back in my freshman year I had a girl like you, she was okay for a few months, had love a few times. She was a year younger than me, me 15 and her 14. However, close to the end of the year (I think like a few weeks away) I found out she went to one of my friends house one wensday night while I was at home helping my mother make dinner and had love with 3 different guys. Once I found out, she stopped talking to me so I just came up to her one day at school and said it was over.

I then asked for a reason, promising I would leave her alone if she told me.
"I liked the love."


Weeee fml.
But now, everything's all good. New girl, I loving love her. I actually plan on marrying her soon.
Slight problem, we fear she might be pregnant. I mean, we've always talked about kids, so we don't regret it, of course not.

Anyway enough about me. Khorde. I would say you just have to do what you think is right to stay afloat in the sea of despair. Do anything that keeps your mind off the stress and keeps you busy. Staying busy relieves stress. As for finding a gal, you'll get there. Just as I did, you'll find another girl. Good luck, bro.

Congratulations on the sick nasty girlfriend. You're old enough to do just about whatever the forget you want, but I'm stuck in that age between living at home and about to be on my own. It's exciting a bit frightening, but I ain't afraid of no ghosts.

Like I said, I'm just being an impatient little bitch and should probably do something else than dwell on this petty highschool romance lol.

I feel you Khorde.

Just broke up with Shannon last night.

Explain yourself mister.

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 10:47:12 AM »

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But on a serious note, try to go outside and make new friends instead of sitting here talking to blockland forums :/

It was late at night. I don't have a car in Michigan :/. Also that image made me lol pretty hard.

I know lol. I'm gonna be heading off to college soon enough, hopefully I meet some potential girls there.

Also, my ex is still madly in love with me and always trying to get with me and stuff. It's weird and I dunno. Thought this would somehow be relevant.

if she's crazy and unlikeable, don't do it. if something somehow can be salvaged for it.

I chuckled a bit at the "If you ever come to this point in your life-" statement.

Not because of the advice that you want to give, but because it would mean we would need to be you in order to interpret all the experiences the same way.


I guess I do feel for you khorde, from what I've seen you do and say, you have earned my modest respect.


I wish you the best of luck, I would offer advice but I doubt you want any.


Hit me up if you ever need some kind of thought provoking chat.

Or you just want to contemplate why you exist that sort of thing.

(LAWL!@$!% ADVICE)

And for gods sake go out and meet people, join a club, go to church, draw in public. Anything really being with only my family would drive me batstuff crazy.

Yeah I try to get out a lot lol, walk around and stuff. I draw outside all the time, read The Walking Dead comics etc etc. And I understand where I kinda made an ironic statement, lol. I just felt everything at that moment needed to be put down for some raisin.

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:50:25 AM »

lol dude chill out

girls are girls.  your girl in particular sounds like a huge loving bitch.  wouldn't even talk to your friends?  why would you waste your time with a person like that?  that's called "immature love," love that is centered on the self and the good feelings you get as opposed to the bond you two share and the greater good (and unity) you strive for.

obviously you can't expect entirely too much of that last part in high school, but that doesn't mean you should date a huge bitch.

regardless, move along.  try taking a break from dating by chilling with some cool guys.

She wasn't very mature and it pissed me off. And I have nobody to chill with for a month. I'm in Michigan and I don't know anyone loel.

plus it's highschool. it's not going to be permanent. I just felt like I needed to tell someone my situation, hoping it would make me feel better. Even if it is to an anonymous public.

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Off Topic / Re: :( Null's a jerk.

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:43:04 AM »

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LOL

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Off Topic / Re: :( Null's a jerk.

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:41:51 AM »

maybe the text size was smaller than you thought.

Right click

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:34:29 AM »

ugh i never got what is with white people and "gamer girls", they are always 1) ugly/fat/gross  2) depressed/crazy ass bitches 3) horrible to even talk to/socially awkward
im sure there are some good ones out there but goddamn most are bad

That is true, and I understand that. But I'm geekier than stuff, and if she can't cope with that then she's out. If she's some internet-handicapped whoreslut who updates her facebook every 5 minutes because her insatiable urge for rooster isn't curbed then it's no dice. She has herpes bro.

That girl who I texted at the beginning of the month, but she kinda stopped was the best out of the 3 mentioned. She was loving lovey, text book definition of interesting and she loving browsed 4chan with me on skype. who the forget would do that with their boyfriend? nobody. But she's taken. And why did I break up with her? Well let's roll back a few years.

she was dating my best friend but he moved away a couple states. Their relationship was wearing down and i could see it. She was always in our group skype conversations and because of the time difference it usually ended with just us talking. We hit it off. She dumped him and a week later we started dating. My best friend wasn't on good terms with me anymore. It really really sucked, so I had to dump her. I didn't want to, that's the thing. And I felt like so much was unsaid but w/e. She's got someone else now and I'm over here rolling around and stuffting myself.

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:22:20 AM »

that makes sense i guess. i've never been in an actual relationship (the closest you can get at my age obv) for very long. never appealed to me and was never into all that lovey-dovey stuff, simpler the better.

That's just it. I can't find a girl who doesn't want me to commit to her for LIFE. Guuurl you're forgeten 16 and stuff, you got a whole life ahead of yalls.

girls, all a guy really wants is this:

A mildly attractive girl (cute), that plays videogames, isn't a bore to talk to, and forgets the stuff out of you. That's it.

I find the above, and she's either taken or in like Montana or somestuff state that is like 5 trillion richardhairs away.

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:12:49 AM »

maybe its just me but all cali girls seem to want to do is forget, and i am a-ok with that. i think i only had like 2 "serious" relationships in my entire life and all the rest have just been 1 timers or fwb. now  though op, i can feel you because michigan girls my age are like 20x harder to get to and stuff. ive had to go for girls that are like 3 years older then me and its still tough.

but whats wrong with having a girl just as a friend, ive had some good female friends who regardless of whether we've forgeted around once or twice, were still good friends. you dont always have to be on the lookout for love bro.

I'm in Michigan now lol.

The girl I met at the pub was 2 years younger, so I was weary about her, and when I texted her for a bit, her maturity made me tremendously flacid.

The girlfriend I had for 16 months was my best friend for a year prior to that. She was a great female friend and I really appreciated her. But she was a huge drama bomb man.

What I want is just to have everything I had before I lost her, but with a different girl. Understandable?

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:08:55 AM »

Never had a girl friend. ;-;

"Age 13"

Well, to be honest, at your age I never really had what qualified as a girlfriend. It comes with time. You'll mature and find someone who wants to be more serious than just playground kissing and other miscellaneous stuff. You'll feel like your girlfriend will soon become your wife, that you're in love and it's a never ending romance that people write novels about. Don't let it wreck your stuff early on. Embrace it, love every moment, but don't dig in there deep or it will be hell to come out.

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 10, 2012, 12:05:23 AM »

no girl no cry.

im 14, had a "serious" relationship as 14 year olds can.
n she lost me and cheated on me.
now im stuck with a weight on my chest everytime i wake up and its not going away.

man, i forgeted up and i know how you feel, it feels like everything is your fault.
you were tired, and its no point going on and on over it because it wasnt entierly her fault, if she was a negative bitchy person, she needs a reality check.
you may have given it to her or not.

Relationships really suck in middle school. They begin to get better sophmore year of highschool. That feeling is something you're letting get to you. I mean she already broke your heart, why would you let her beat your stuff up more now? You'll find the one who will treat you right. Love doesn't care who you love.

She was a gigantic bitch to me. When I told her to stop treating me like I'm whipped she got all offended like I had slapped her stuff or something. No, I just don't like being controlled like a little puppet. The love was pretty nice though.

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Off Topic / Re: khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 09, 2012, 11:59:47 PM »

I know that feel man. I always have this feeling like life is just so drab and the only thing that can make me feel better is dating. I recently broke up with my girlfriend and she was kinda the same way with my friends. I can't exactly help much because honestly everything has gotten worse on my end. So just don't do what I did. Refrain from rushing into another relationship. I ended getting cheated on and it loving sucked.

I have always tried my best to find girls with faith in their partners, but I always loving find taken women. It sucks. I will heed your advice my son. It can't get worse if you keep your head above water. Look on the bright side, you've got a stuffload of time ahead of you to look forward to new things.

Did you try turning it to wumbo?

I feel ya bro

I had it set to M for mini. I knew something was up.

get an asian girlfriend, asians are short so you can pack her in your carry on.

scenario:
I have broken my leg saving some small animals from a burning building and she's the only one who can take me to the hospital.
>Asian
>only one who can take me to hospital

>forget

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Off Topic / khorde rant (involves girls)

« on: July 09, 2012, 11:45:41 PM »

DISCLAIMER: You don't have to give 30 stuffs about this thread. you can just ignore it and go on with your life. if you take the time to read it, good for you, but if you're just going to stuffpost, go elsewhere. thanks.

This is me venting lol, because I'm an attention whore or some stuff.

okay so lately has kind of sucked serious brown town roosters and for really good reasons.

let me explain some stuff

Every summer since I was a wee 6 years old I've had to go to my father's house for the entire summer break from school, because my parents are divorced. For a while I enjoyed it, I mean I got used to flying all the time and being out here and stuff w/e.

But this is the part that sucks: I've gone here for 11 years, and have met almost nobody. All I have here is relatives and some adult friends. Since there is a better college here than where my mother lives, I've decided to go to college here and then live here for the rest of my days. Again, there goes the part where I know almost nobody.

How have I coped with all this stuff? Okay when I was younger I didn't care for chicks too much so that wasn't a big problem. As I grew up however, I always had a girlfriend back where my mom lived so 10 months out of the year I had something to look forward to when I went back. This time it's different. I don't have a girl back home :(.

Here, let me throw you back to last month or so. Late May. I had this girl I dated for 16 months. She was really the most serious girlfriend I've ever had and I don't know how it all ended but it's gone and left for almost 2 months. We literally explored the reaches of teen love and it was the best feelings I've ever had. I had felt all those heartfelt moments of stupid teen love, physical and emotional and whatnot. And I've also experienced all the depressive, gloomy moments. What I had was what some people dreamed of... and sometimes I reflect on it and try not to dwell on it. I know at the time I was feeling love. The crazy hormone induced emotion of teen love.

Why did I give it all up? Well, it wore me thin. It suppressed my character. My girlfriend had this passive-aggressive attitude about me hanging with my friends. I always invited her to come, I wanted her to become friends with my friends because, to be honest, she didn't have many... She would never reflect the same attitude of joy that I had for certain things like a new CD album or a cool picture I drew, instead she would be some grumbling starfish that wasn't truly happy for me. On top of all that, she was a hardcore brony. I don't mind bronies and all but holy forget was she ever flamboyant. It kinda got on my nerves. She was really obsessive too. One moment she would be into Portal 2 and never pry herself from that subject until she gained a new obsession. She even went as far as to getting an Assassin's Creed tattoo on her back. I facepalmed harder than I should've. I was always nice about it though, I really was happy whenever she was. I supported what she liked and I helped her through all her girl problems and stuff but she wouldn't give it back to me.

One day in late May, she started up with her normal attitude about me leaving to go away to college, which mind you is in a year. It turned into a huge conversation about how I didn't love her and that I wanted to leave. It wasn't true, not in the least bit. I had stronger feelings for her than anyone else and she kept playing with them. I was tired. She kept being a whiny, self-centered hermit that never wanted to hang-out and made constant excuses not to hang out with me. After this conversation was over I had noticed she changed her facebook profile to just her, she had a picture of me holding her (cheesy and loving cliche as forget I know), and then set her relationship status to Complicated or some stupid stuff. That was it. I talked to her about it and I ended it. I said nope, sorry, I can't do it no more. And that was that.

Here's the aftermath: I felt hallow. Not sad, not depressive or gloomy really. I didn't even cry over her. Few days later she deleted me from everything. EVERYTHING. Facebook, deviantart, her phone, Steam etc. etc. I shrugged it off. I understand how it was supposed to be. I was supposed to come back, but I was done with her stuff. And now, a month and a half later, I'm lost. I had love and now it's gone kiddos.

Of course since I've already gone through my stuffty depressive states a few years back, I have learned to be optimistic no matter what. I have tried to keep busy. I've tried to find new girls to talk to, but they're all taken as forget. I had a girlfriend 2 years ago that when we broke up, I told her let's just take a break. We talked for a week at most and then she just kinda petered out. She rarely talks to me now. Want to talk to her but don't want to be annoying. Don't want to not talk to her and be beta as forget but whatever she's taken anyway forget it. I can find someone yeah.

That's exactly what I thought. I was all chipper and stuff because I thought I found another. This pretty cute chick was at the pub for trivia night drawing in the corner. I grew seven and a half balls and walked over there and talked to her. Me being an artist or something of the likes talked to her about art and stuff she drew, complementing it y'know. We really had something here. She had a cute laugh, a morbid drawing style like mine and was interesting as all hell. I gave her my number and that's where my summer loving began. She was funny and different, a little innocent, but whatever she's open. Everything seems like it's in the clear until she tells me she has a boyfriend. forget.

I just feel impatient. I really really want a girlfriend. I used to have a routine everyday with my ex girlfriend that was pretty much like a drug. I don't get hugs and kisses daily anymore. I don't have that adorable girl to hold. I don't have some cutie butt to text. I don't have someone to curb my insatiable loveual urges. It really loving sucks.

But I've learned something valuable. If you ever come to this point in your life, ever, don't give up. You'll get that girl you will really like and you should treat her like the crown jewel. Keep your head held up high and give it time, because kiddo, you've got a lot to look forward to.

Right now I feel stuffty. Lonely. Meh. It's really a common feeling nowadays I really just drown it out with drawing and video game playing. Reading comics, taking walks. Whatever tickles my fancy.

I just... really wish I had a girl to talk to. As stupidly desperate as that sounds, that's all I want.

tl;dr:  

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Forum Games / Re: YOU LAUGH YOU LOSE v666

« on: July 09, 2012, 10:47:31 PM »

haha forget

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Off Topic / Re: The Imgur Lottery: It's mostly Minecraft and Korean singers

« on: July 09, 2012, 10:20:55 PM »

too many loving yu-gi-oh screenshots holy stuff...