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« on: May 26, 2015, 01:23:13 PM »
So this has been troubling me for the last week (as the result of a break up) where I am majorly in content with my life. school is a bitch and its such a drag now because there's no work left and I can't walk in the hallways comfortably for the fear that I will see my ex-girlfriend, more-so I might have to go to a psychiatrist because of depression coupled with the fact that I'm not even allowed to contact said ex-girlfriend, and now nobody likes me in that "way", meanwhile she has like 4 dudes that like her like that and she seems to be having a blast. The two people online that I talk to I think I pissed off and one Barely even responds anymore (after having a brief conversation where they outline how their life is worse and nobody wants them even though I would totally love somebody like that), and my irl friends just keep telling me that this feeling of pure stuff will end because they went through it too, yet nobody seems to understand that that advice is useless because damn I wish it could be 3 months from now but it isn't and I still feel like stuff even though people keep trying to tell me it will stop but it's not stopping. and my mother and brother think I'm loving nuts now and I have to get depression medication. I think I would be so much happier if I just ran away and never had to see or interact with anyone I ever knew before. Does anyone else get this feeling? it loving sucks. less sleeping, less eating, not even enjoying myself anymore because I feel so stuffty that I can't focus on anything and sometimes I violently tremble in some loving classes because I'm so uncomfortable.
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