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Off Topic / Re: Guess the state!

« on: November 24, 2008, 05:36:47 PM »

nope

In casse you haven't noticed, a lot of people don't go out the see every landscape or cities in their coutry, plus the fact that people here can also be from different countries all together, I know quite a few here.

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Off Topic / Re: Guess the state!

« on: November 24, 2008, 05:33:14 PM »

Louisiana? I don't know, I havn't memorized all of the landscapes/cities of the 50 United States.

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Creativity / Re: Origonal riddles| Share and solve

« on: November 24, 2008, 04:18:06 PM »

100 cats

-_-
Wrong. Three cats, if three cats can kill one mouse per minute, at that rate in one hundred minutes, one hundred mice would be killed.

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Off Topic / Re: Make fun of the above persons avatar!

« on: November 24, 2008, 09:59:51 AM »

OOOhhh, I'm a simple line design that take no effort what so ever.
Jk.

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Games / Re: runescape+voice chat

« on: November 24, 2008, 09:58:28 AM »

1. Holy Jesus stuff, no! If that were to happen, then people would go deaf if from all of the little brats screaming, "OMG! OMG! OMG! YOU MY STUFF! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU NOOB?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?" And stuff like that.

2. How the loving hell can you "block" a blocker?

And lastly, why are you here asking Blockland about Runescape?  I swear, I think their forums are filling up so much they have to dump them into other forums... :/

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Off Topic / Re: How big is your urge to punch the above user in the face?

« on: November 24, 2008, 09:40:09 AM »

-10/10
I have a big urge to give you a hug instead. <3 :D

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Drama / Re: ...The above users avatar

« on: November 24, 2008, 09:28:10 AM »

Second one is fine. 1st Is whats i hate, and anything else that fails like it.

Like I typed, those were only examples. And yes, the "Make fun of the above users avatar" thread is true fail.

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General Discussion / Re: WHERE ARE YOU JERVAN

« on: November 24, 2008, 09:25:05 AM »

Ever heard of a full stop?

Oh Jesus, I didn't see that. Dude, wrothmonk, use a loving period every now and then...

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Drama / Re: ...The above users avatar

« on: November 24, 2008, 09:23:39 AM »

huh?

He is tried of these:
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=51347.0
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=5879.0
Those are just examples.

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Off Topic / Re: Pain

« on: November 24, 2008, 09:20:44 AM »

Well idk if it is healthy or not. I'm always the "last man standing" when we guys in our school "fight" for fun.

But it's weird that if someone hits me that I dont react. Sometimes they ask me if I even can feel anything.

Well, in the long run I don't think it is healthy, especially not for me. I rarely feel anything, sometime I wonder if I'm even alive. I sometime feel like I am the walking dead, just moving and not feeling, not living. I have never felt true love, never felt real saddness, never felt true anger. If I type mad, it is only an act. If I show emotions, they are fake. They come, then they go, like they were never there.

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Off Topic / Re: Ctrl + V game.

« on: November 24, 2008, 12:26:46 AM »

Don’t Be Fooled By Me


by Charles C. Finn, As read by Roscoe on WBAI, April 1967

Please don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that is second nature to me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled.

I give you the impression I'm secure and that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name, coolness my game, that water is calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me, please don't believe me.

My surface may be smooth, but my surface is a mask--my every varying and ever concealing mask. Beneath it dwells the real confusion, fear and aloneness. Beneath lies my smugness, my complacently, but I hide this--I don't want anyone to know it.

I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed. That's why I frantically created a mask to hide behind-- nonchalant sophisticated facades to help me pretend-- to shield me from the glance that knows-- but such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only salvation and I know it. That is if it's followed by acceptance. If it's followed by love, it's the only thing that can liberate me from myself, from my own self built prison walls and from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect. It's the only thing that will assure me of what I cannot assure myself, that I'm really worth while, but I don't tell you this, I don't dare--I'm afraid to.

I'm afraid that your glance will not be followed by acceptance and love. I'm afraid you'll think less of me and you'll laugh and your laugh will kill me. I'm afraid that deep down, I'm nothing and that I'm just no good and that you'll see this and reject me.

So I play my game; my desperate pretending; with the facade of assurance without and a trembling child within. And so begins the parade of masks, the glittering, but empty parade of masks and my life becomes a front. I idle chatter to you in suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that's really nothing and nothing of what's everything and what's crying within me.

So when I'm through going through my routine, do not be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying--what I'd like to be able to say, but for survival I need to say, but what I can't say.

I dislike hiding, honestly, I dislike the superficial game I'm playing, the superficial phony game. I'd really like to be genuine, spontaneous and me, but you've got to help me, you've got to hold out your hand, even when it's the last thing I seem to want or need.

You can help wipe away from my eyes--the blank stare of grieving dead. You can help call me into aliveness each time you're kind, gentle and encouraging. Each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings, very small wings, very feeble wings, but wings.

Iif you choose to, please choose to. You can help break down the wall behind which I tremble. You can encourage me to remove my mask. You can help release me from my shadowed world of panic and uncertainty. From my lonely prison.

So do not pass me by-- please don't pass me by. It will not be easy for you. A lone conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls. The nearer you approach me, the blinder I may strike back.

It's irrational, but despite what books say about man, I am irrational, I fight against the very things that I cry out for, but I am told love is stronger than strong walls. In this lies my hope, my only hope, please help beat down those walls with firm hands, but with gentle hands--for a child is very sensitive.

Who am I, you may wonder? I am someone you know very well. For I am every man you meet and I am every women you meet.

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Drama / Re: Artists Suck

« on: November 24, 2008, 12:15:09 AM »

Artists that are overbearing and douchebags, yeah.

I always tried to avoid saying negative things about people's work. Because I never liked hearing negative things about mine.

Same, I may say something like, "That arm looks a bit wierd." And the person usually agrees with me, and then I offer my opinion, and it is usually accepted. But is he doesn't accept my opinion, I just walk away saying we all have different tastes in art. What I will never say is, "That arm looks like stuff, [do this instead]!" Which is what the guy in my art class does.

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Drama / Re: Artists Suck

« on: November 24, 2008, 12:04:45 AM »

I've had a girl in my art class that was a "snobby head up their ass prick" and holy stuff was she annoying. She was also somewhat of a perfectionist, and she used to go around the class and make fun of everyone's art and criticize it.

That is exactly how one of the "guys" in my art class acts. And I put quotes around 'guys' because he is of the male persuation but not exactly... Um.... ah forget it, I think he is gay.

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Off Topic / Re: WARREN!

« on: November 24, 2008, 12:01:09 AM »

stuff

What. The. forget?! Why the loving hell did you bump this god damned topic? The Warren trend is almost over and oyu have to bring it back with this?! You have got to be the biggest dumbass I have ever met.

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Drama / Re: What's up with general omega?

« on: November 23, 2008, 11:36:21 PM »

I wouldn't call everyone intelligent, just informed in this case.

I was just including the ones I respect. Which is everyone who has laughed so far.