There seems to be a whole group, or groups, of people on this forum who are all young teenagers if not pre-teen, who are way too involved in this community and the groups of friends (if you can call them that, since you all seem to be horrible to each other) they've made.
You and anyone else who turns up with these stupid "everybody hates me" topics needs to log off the forums, sign out of Skype, Facebook and Steam and stay away from their PC. There is no reason to get so emotionally involved with strangers on the internet. And if you already have had problems like toying with the idea of Self Delete, and you're easily upset by people you're chatting with then you are not emotionally mature enough to be on here or trying to communicate with people you've met here.
No one wants you around here moaning. Do yourself a favour and either stop posting pathetic topics making people hate you more or leave. Go get some help elsewhere and get yourself away from it all.