think i had my first appointment when i was six or something
panicked like a motherforgeter because they loving STRAPPED ME DOWN EVERY WHERE AND I COULDN'T SCRATCH MY NOSE SO WHEN I STARTED PANICKING THEY SAID IF I DIDN'T CALM DOWN THEY'D MAKE MY PARENTS LEAVE WHICH MADE ME EVEN MORE FRIGHTENED
i think i blacked out because i don't remember anything besides that
Also what the forget does op mean by rating
i think he thinks it's like a test or something