pourin my heart out, like a pusillanimous individual.

[Derontchi]

Don't commit Self Delete because this is all you got. Nevermind that nothing is forever, nevermind that life can be cruel, just think that this is all you got. This life, right now, is all you have, all you ever will have, all anyone has; and for people who didn't get the chance to live their life to the fullest, you owe it to them to live yours for as long as possible.

Have fun, meet people, imagine worlds, create your dreams, help others fulfill their's, ponder life's questions, and above all, remember how lucky you are.

You're a bag of chemicals that grew a consciousness, that can think, say and do anything, that can feel pain and love, happiness and sadness. You're you. The only you. The only you that will ever be. And you owe it to the universe to live your life, to enjoy the small amount of time your cells allow, to dream of the cosmos and move mountains here on Earth.

If you die tomorrow, so what? You won't care, you'll be dead. But the unimaginable grief that you will cause your loved ones, the potential that you will have destroyed with one quick swish of a knife or one long struggle with a rope, the anger that you will bestow upon those around you for not noticing or not doing enough to save you, the absolute confusion your parents will feel: that's not worth it. That's cruelty. That's not love.

Self Delete is a selfish thing, and while it is your choice if you want to live or die, its the ultimate destruction of your world and the people in it. You will have destroyed yourself because of a fleeting desire, a disease of depression that can easily be treated or managed. You will have murdered, you.

Live on, things will get better. People are all around you to help. This blue marble that we're spinning around on is your home, and you should stay as long as you possibly can.

Someone please make this siggable

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[TheABELBOTO]

Guys op was probably drunk last night, if that's the case he should be sober now and probably having second thoughts.

Someone please make this siggable

use the snipping tool (its default for windows) and upload it somewhere, pretty useful for taking pics on the go.

[Ben Grapevine]

Guys op was probably drunk last night, if that's the case he should be sober now and probably having second thoughts.
use the snipping tool (its default for windows) and upload it somewhere, pretty useful for taking pics on the go.

Or he is just asking for attention.

[Derontchi]

Guys op was probably drunk last night, if that's the case he should be sober now and probably having second thoughts.
use the snipping tool (its default for windows) and upload it somewhere, pretty useful for taking pics on the go.

Thanks! This is extremely useful

[Camel]

you know what.

i'm sorry.

i riled you guys up. i was acting like i had a knife in my hands when really, i just had a concept of it. i have a flirty way of thinking about death, but when i was so close to it, i just couldn't handle it. i broke down. no, i wasn't drunk, just sad and tired. i'm not gonna kill myself because i love life too much, and... it's a lot easier to say that you want to end it all when you're sad and tired and the sky is black, but forget! the sky is blue now, and the sun is shining, and there are birds chirping, and a soft breeze. if i wanted to plunge into the void now, i'd really be worrying, lol.

i guess i was looking for attention to some agree, but it wasn't a plea, i just wanted to tell you guys something personal because, well, i've been here for a while, and i think of you guys as a second home in a way. and, the compassion you guys have shown- i don't really know what to say. the fact that you guys cared about some dork in a bed halfway across the country.. it's real sappy, i know.

i am just a kid. i'm only 17 years old. and i know to some of you that doesn't seem like a kid and to some of you that seems like a baby, but the fact is that i just had to witness something forgeted up, and i don't really know how to deal with it, or how im going to deal with it, but i know that you guys have dealt with things far worse, and it's not my place to expect you guys to catch me coming through the rye.

so yeah. sorry about overreacting. you guys are stronger than me.