The irony is that of a dead star holy stuff
I'm saying that even though I'll try, I won't make any promises. I can predict that I'll be a jerk at least once in the future, and my criticism and glaring cynicism will pop up yet again. Why is this so hard for people to understand, I'm not going to make promises for something that I know I'm going to break in the future.
Any reasons why, beyond being brooding and edgy?
Just people constantly abusing my trust, I give people trust only to watch them break it blatantly. I'm much like my father now because of this, where I have to build trust with time and never really give it until about 1 or 2 years of friendship building. But even then, some of who I thought were close friends backstabbed me and threw it all away.
I guess it's also my constant disgust for greed and stupidity, there seems to be a consistent lack of altruism and common sense in the world. I know this is just the way things are, but I hate it, it makes me distrust everyone else even more because I begin to believe that I can no longer rely upon anyone else.
Whatever, it's a long story and I won't bore you with the details.
