Author Topic: Plad is losing his mind  (Read 959 times)

I had an EOC today and after bullstuffting my way through and completing it first I then felt this sense of dread being in the room and my head felt like it was being beaten around and I couldnt stop seeing the words "Your Trapped" or "Get Out" when I closed my eyes, so I asked if I could leave the room because i wasn't feeling right in the headand she promptly gave me stuff for asking in a sassy voice, so trying to stop my head from pounding I quickly took a nap, they then brought in my counselor to talk to me I vented to him about the teachers being massive richards to me since first semester and that I have no chance of passing the class and I just don't care anymore and he just didn't help and the entire time I felt tears forming and tried to hold them in, skip to before the bell rings! Right before the bell rang I grabbed my stuff and slammed through the door and down the hallway to the staircase and just dropped my stuff off in my next class and walked out into the hall where I got a major headache and felt even more trapped and I just turned around and went back to class. Class was continuing as usual and the feeling of being alone and dead grew even more it didn't help a friend was in the room which made it worse as I clutched my head and tried to focus, once kids started grouping up for the project I asked the teacher for a hall pass for the nurses office where I called home and got a ride home where once I set foot in the car the tears I had been holding back just loving flowed out and I just started talking about all the depressing stuff I had withheld from my parents and now I feel better but this isn't he first time this feeling has come over me and I just want it to stop

TL;DR I felt trapped and had a nasty headache so I went home where I promptly cried and got all the weight off my shoulders.

BLF please help me

what grade are you in

what career are you heading after/want?



I'm assuming your in grade 10, you still have plenty of time to relax in school and get your bearings for grade 11

- when you come back online I can talk more to you
« Last Edit: May 01, 2015, 01:03:21 AM by Badger »

well uh stuff
feel better i suppose
talk about it with your family and friends more

I'm a freshman and this is my first time back to school in 5-6 years but I'm only failing one of my classes which is algebra the one I had the EOC for.

Career? Yeah I don't really know what I want to do

Also a friend came over to comfort me and I'm feeling better hopefully I don't get this feeling again
« Last Edit: May 01, 2015, 08:45:48 AM by plad101 »

so grade nine?

don't sweat it, just try to pass the class at least

so grade nine?

don't sweat it, just try to pass the class at least
I got to get from 21% to at least 85% in like a week or two

It kind of seems like mental instability caused by puberty/being a teenager. We all had/have/will have junk like this happen.

I'll share one of my past issues: When I was in summer school in my junior year (June 10, 2013), everything started out normal and fine. My teacher for ACT Prep was not there so I just sat in on a makeup English III class. During that time though, I began getting a massive headache. It wasn't any normal headache either; it had to have been the most killer painful skullcrushing headache I'd ever had. I decided to try reading from my ACT book and could not focus. Pretty soon, I could not see the words on the page - just black scribbles on paper. My blind spot seemed to be increasing to the point that it was in front of my straight view of vision, making discernment of objects nearly impossible. The light in the room was worse than Satan to me, and further aggravated my pulsating headache. I considered getting up to tell the teacher, but a number of variables stood in my way. One, my vision was almost at a total failure and I probably wouldn't be able to reliably find the teacher's desk (all I could see was light and it appeared I was looking through ceiling fans at blurry objects/colors). Two, I try to avoid making myself the center of attention. Stumbling around to the front of the room and unsure if I would pass out, I decided not to do anything. Three, the nurse's office was on the other side of the school, and my teacher would likely have just made me walk 1/4 mile (literally) all the way there when I didn't have faith in 10 steps across the room. Four, my parents would be called and probably wouldn't even have been able to pick me up (dad at work 30 miles away in wrong direction, mom was still sleeping and watching all my siblings).

So, I just laid my head on my desk and closed my eyes to suffer in silence. My eyes being closed helped immensely especially against the light. By the time that class was over, I was still lethargic and had a poor sense of balance, but the pain was mostly gone. My teacher asked me if I was okay before I left and I think I just kinda nodded.

That night, I felt wonderful compared to earlier. I went to bed happy. At 4:00am though, I woke up and was salivating on an insane scale. This wasn't the first time it had happened and it usually made me feel nauseous, so I got out of bed and walked out my back door for some fresh air. It was all in vain though. A few minutes later, I had this strange feeling. I didn't recognize the signs of impending puking since I never get sick, but that's what happened. It came in like ten bursts, all being so bad that I was bent over at a 90 degree angle emptying everything I had consumed that day. I successfully covered the entire patio, my feet, my legs to just above my ankles, the siding on the house, and the grass near the patio. Today, I blame the events of that day to a migraine coupled with pent up stress.

Well I am stuck in my algebra class for 30 minute everyday because I have an F and she overheard that I'm "giving up on the class" and the headache is back and I just have a feeling of rage and I just told her to leave me alone, she then asked if I'll take the class next year or for summer school and I just said "I don't give a stuff leave me alone" I'm now sitting here with a headache and she slinked back to her chair.

God I can't stand this women

Challenge her to a duel

If she writes me up for it I'm gonna loving stab a bitch.

succumb to the insanity
become one of us
one
of
us

The purity has been detected

succumb to the insanity
become one of us
one
of
us
It begins, we will be one,

succumb to the insanity
become one of us
one
of
us
we accept him, we accept him

The lyrics to comfortably numb perfectly represent me right now sitting in class.