When you're in a dark place, you say dark things. It takes a lot to derail my inner calm, and I was pushed well past the brink by the guy. Not to put too fine a point on it, but so far as I'm aware, none of you know what happened to bring things to that point, and if you do you only have one side of the story; to condemn my words, my feelings, or my intentions without having a fuller knowledge of the matter is foolish.
you said you tried to strangle morningstar, and contemplated killing him, and posted so you could protect yourself from doing so
and im the foolish one
