tell her you have crippling autism from a failed Self Delete attempt and that every time she speaks to you it brings back painful memories of life without mental diseases, and that all you ever wanted in life was to live peacefully and even that is impossible when she triggers your autismo ptsd. then go report her to the administration for making fun of your autism. you must fake autism to compete with legitimate autism. you can't win with logic and reasoning, that's how they trap you.