stuff, that sucks.
You made a commitment to the air force, but have an interest in a girl.
You love this girl, your heart skips a beat every time you see her? It would be hard to separate, but you would have to combat that emotion to be successful in any job.
Or you could find a stable job in the states.
Its your decision Bones, let no one else here tell you what to do, its your life, we're only here to give our opinions on the situation.