I always think about cutting myself or something, but I never do it once I think about it twice, I am faint of heart.
I used cuts to memorize certain things. Very useful, actually.
On Topic:
I've totally had this feeling before. For example, back when I used to play Sonic Adventure(2), I would always have this desire to attack/abuse the Chao in the Chao Garden.
It was BECAUSE they were so adorable. They were so innocent and precious, yet I felt this deep desire down within me to cause them pain.
and on some occasions, I did.
you know what?
it felt good
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