Well, a recent drama post of me by Akio caught my attention, and of course I had to reply trying to defend myself..Making myself look like an even bigger richardhead. I read the comments over again and noticed a couple of people that I was friends with at some point talking about how much of an ass I was. I started thinking more about my actions and I really am the cunt they were saying I was. This is a list of my dramas.
I'm not making this post for praise or even for anyone I've ever pissed off to forgive me. I simply want to try to restructure the way I act, and to apologize.
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=235866.0 Probably the oldest drama on the list, I remember doing this and I don't even remember why I did it.. I guess I thought it was funny at the time and I was being immature. Sorry for putting people off of your server, Archeon, and sorry for the stuffty way I acted in my own defense. (see post)
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=239493.0 I don't remember this, but the post talks about how I did one of my classic "friend die hang yourself" rants, and getting banned for spamming. TwenzeFreak, I can't speak for the others, but I'd like to apologize for the spamming and also the "friend die hang yourself" rant.
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=239097.0 I actually remember this as well. At the time me and Aeschylus were friends and my trolling was in its prime. The ball spam was a new "trick" I figured out (and I say trick because I'm absolutely ass at events) and decided I'd annoy you because Aeschylus didn't seem to like your building. I believe Aeschylus quit Blockland but I'm sorry, Mound.
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=149186.0 Another moment I don't remember. Holy stuff; I was really this bad at some point. Bad grammar, stuffty ban reason, spamming IRC. I'm embarrassed. The build really wasn't even anything to be proud of, Sorry Soulpelt.
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=284472.0 Well Enn, I've finally realized that I always was the cunt you said I was. I've been a prick for years on Blockland, and now that I've realized it, I want to tone it down. Sorry for messing up progress, I know how you like to build those fancy houses. I was jealous in a way, at your ability to build in such a high quality without any help. I'm deeply sorry Enn, especially how I called you a friend, but at the same time treated you so stufftily.
I'd also like to apologize to Xeidious, I did pretty much the same thing I did to Enn to you, you just put up with it for longer.
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=290038.0 And finally; I'd like to apologize to Akio. I held a grudge against you because I figured you for the condescending type. I held the grudge for words you didn't even mean in a negative way; I was the one that took your words the wrong way. I corrupted a few others on the server into siding with me, but it wasn't even worth stuff. Even in my defense I made myself look like more of a cunt. I'm deeply sorry Akio, but I'm also thankful because you were the one that finally brought my bullstuff to light.
Well; it's all out in the open. View the forum posts, leave opinions, etc. I acted this way for so long and I gained literally NOTHING from it. I lost friends, made myself have a bad rep, and now I'd like to make up for it in the little way I can; by changing my ways. If you have any other stories of my stuffnanigans, please let me know in a reply and I'll put it on the post. If I ever insulted someone for literally no reason; I'm sorry. If I ever told anybody to kill themselves or to get a disease of some sort; I never meant it in a serious way. I made some stuffty mistakes in my Blockland lifetime, but I'd like to try to make sure I don't again, or make them as badly as before.
In conclusion; Mistakes were made, I hope to improve myself; I'm sorry.
