been thinking about life

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this is the worst, and i mean worst place probably to consult anyone about this, but maybe the raw criticism is what i need.

i should be happy. this year has been probably the best year of my life so far. i've made more friends and connections then i can chose from, literally making weekend plans is a nightmare because of all the friends who want me to hang, and i have even started a business selling pot from the ground up. life should be good.

but lately, i've been having these dreams. in these dreams, i'm always dying, and waking up with the cold sweats. my dreams are different but the ending is always me dying. now every morning i overthink death and the abyss of nothingness after it. sounds emo as forget but i don't feel my personality changing, just now i've been a lot more scared of death than before.

idk forums i got nowhere else to put this so your going to have to read this nightmare for now.

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this is the worst, and i mean worst place probably to consult anyone about this

probably because some of the people here are loving handicapped that they use the "this is a lego forum don't ask stuff like that here!!!" and disregard every person who has some knowledge of helping an issue and scaring the other people away from asking questions.


that's actually interesting. i think dreaming stuff like death specifically is what you do and say, because i do hear that dreams are based on what you've done for the day. that's probably the wrong idea i'm getting but i don't know, it might help. if it were the case, what are you doing that relates or connects to mortality or death?

or it could probably be coincidence? i normally don't have people tell me my dreams but if they do it's nothing alike. the only time i hear something is like that is if they are seriously depressed or suicidal.

not realted, however about your reaction to death i think death isn't something to be scared of. you could read up a book i've read in 9th grade called The Book Thief, it gives out a good message about death mainly and it's a World War II setting too.

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every minute you waste being depressed is a minute you could've spent cracking open a cold one with the boys

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every second you waste being depressed is a minute you could've spent cracking open a cold one with the boys

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that's actually interesting. i think dreaming stuff like death specifically is what you do and say, because i do hear that dreams are based on what you've done for the day. that's probably the wrong idea i'm getting but i don't know, it might help. if it were the case, what are you doing that relates or connects to mortality or death?

or it could probably be coincidence? i normally don't have people tell me my dreams but if they do it's nothing alike. the only time i hear something is like that is if they are seriously depressed or suicidal.

not realted, however about your reaction to death i think death isn't something to be scared of. you could read up a book i've read in 9th grade called The Book Thief, it gives out a good message about death mainly and it's a World War II setting too.

I'm not depressed I'm pretty sure. I'm just feeling weird and scared.

but yeah imma check out that book I've heard of it

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but yeah imma check out that book I've heard of it

if you have the time of course. if you don't like boring books i don't know if it's for you, maybe just read up a summarization or mainly the character Death in the book.

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every minute you waste being depressed is a minute you could've spent cracking open a cold one with the boys