so, if you weren't around for when
I made this thread about one of my friends or just didn't give a stuff, well here's a followup, because this really did change my life.
she's alive, and was in a mental institute for 3 days after I found out she was alive. she's not expected to come back by the next school year (this September), and I've become a really concerned and willing-to-help-whoever kind of person. I've been sending messages to old friends thanking them for everything they did with me in 8th grade, and have been cheering new friends up a ton. and as one person said, I do want to stay by her or atleast talk to her a lot, she doesn't mind at all. I'm usually the nice or funny guy now, too.
also she didn't get mad at me for my spam, she actually just told me 3 mins ago it brought her to tears reading it in a tbh.