stuff ass assignments
Having to wake up at 5:45
Boring ass classes
Getting home at like 8
Not even wanting to study for 3 more years even tho in the grand scheme of it its nothing but I just hate myself
honestly, with these conditions i don't see why you went back twice
If you create poor conditions for you to study in it's not a surprise you didn't succeed. People that succeed at school do their best to create an environment which they can excel in, transit times are the first thing they try to minimize by ex: staying on campus, renting an apartment, etc.
If none of those options are available to you because of monetary/geographical/cultural reasons I suggest looking for a closer school or reevaluating what you want as a career.