How are your old marine buddies doing? Have anybody from there you're still on good terms with? They're probably some of the best people to help you out.
I sadly haven't deployed so my experience with combat PTSD is non-existant and I feel sorry I can't help you out more. But I know you'll pull through.
I do, one of the guys I am going back home with was in my Marine unit years ago with me. I wouldn’t say I have PTSD, just a hard time adjusting obviously. I appreciate it though, just not easy. Always gonna look back at the news and think why am I back home, gonna start seeing more friends pop up as kia, it’s not easy for any of us. Only reason I left is because of pneumonia and it was effecting me in the field.