Look, if you spend your life whining about how much you suck you never won't get any farther in life than the two meters you've gone so far.
forget the fact that you suck. That's what I did. I suck at sports, but it's not like I care. Do I really want to spend my days in college playing a sport? No.
So you suck, big whoop. It's not like it matters. Just keep going. If you keep sitting and whining like I said you're going to go nowhere and you'll probably want to kill yourself. If you do suck at least just admit it, it's the first step on the road to reducing your suck. People will admire your self consciousness and will think of you as less of a richard who sucks at life and more of a normal regular human just like anyone else.
Still confused?