I don't hate you. :c
You shouldn't be rude, however. And you shouldn't have such a vulgar language as a 9 year old. Just relax, someone telling you "No" isn't the end of the world, dear. Get more experience of the forums, and try not to plea for sympathy. Give empathy and it shall be returned, one way or another.
And most important, I'd advise leaving this topic. I doubt it will go much further than just flaming you, but I could be wrong. I'd think it would probably be in your best interest, though.