Posting some logs. I would put them in small size but I don't know how. I'm sure it's simple though.
Joshua: See what's amazing is that I really like writing but I hate reading
Bloody Mary: I don't write much.
Bloody Mary: but I love to read.
Joshua: I'd write more if I had stuff to write about.
Bloody Mary: You wrote that short story.
Joshua: I don't think there's any story I've written that was actually good that was not about this one girl which I really need to make an effort to get the forget over
Joshua: Plastic Romance is about a person. I really liked this person in February of 2010. She disappeared at some point because of something I said.
Joshua: In January of this year she emails me, apollogizing.
Joshua: We have an exchange of letters, she disapears again.
Joshua: She arrived at my door, stood there, then fell apart. She was fake.
Joshua: Frankly Iv'e had about 5 experiences with women and now I can honestly say I hate every straight woman.
Joshua: They're all manipulative. Backstabbing. Bloodthirsty.
Joshua: I'm ranting. I will stop.
Bloody Mary: Wow.
Bloody Mary: You have some pretty deep set issues.
Joshua: I'm right, though.
Bloody Mary: Hopefully you'll get over them.
Joshua: First girl was this one that ran away from me and then resurfced then disappeared in under a week.
Joshua: Second girl was a furry that randomly said she loved me and I was like 'wat" and then she got bored of me or something and disappeared.
Joshua: Third girl was some random internet chick I got along with for like a day. Then we were on and off for a few months. When I was supposed to blow my brains out in December she stopped me from doing it by making promises that never came to fruition -- in fact she disapeared the same week.
Joshua: Fourth girl I met after third but before I was supposed to die. She abandoned me when she found out I was suicidal. Recently she contacted me and told me that she was suicidal and I told her to pull the trigger or down the pills or do anything to kill herself because she was stupid and expected me to do what she had not.
Joshua: Fifth girl, well, lets just say she was a cunt.
Joshua: Not one even remotely enjoyable.
Joshua: I wish there was a pill that made you gay.
Bloody Mary: Jesus.
Joshua: I'd take Ephi
Joshua: He's a bit of a douche but hey why not
Joshua: At least he's honest
Bloody Mary: He lives across the world.
Joshua: this is true
Bloody Mary: That might be a problem.
Joshua: Well there's also Nym but he lives in Beligum, too.
Joshua: Actually he's biloveual
Joshua: if I go to Beligum I can coerce Nym and Miika into a threesome
Joshua: stuff would be traumatizing
Bloody Mary: I thought you said a gay pill.
Bloody Mary: Not a biloveual one.
Joshua: eh, point taken.
Joshua: Miika seems OK but I'm sure I'll find legitimate reason to not like her very shortly.
