I think Monocle's phone died, or signal is unaccessable. Due to this emergency situation, I will act on Monocle's behalf. He would want it that way.
I think he's just breaking down from the constant holding back of emotion or something, I'm not too sure.
How do I explain this. Monocle's whole way of dealing with emotions is to bottle them until the point of explosion. During this explosion, he generally spends hours crying and is very volatile if you poke at him. I'm not saying to ignore him, but he'll bounce back. He always does. He just likes to make things harder for himself than they have to be.
He's not thinking Self Delete either. If he was thinking Self Delete, I'd be the first or second person to hear about it and I wouldn't be on this forum discussing his emotional well-being with you. I'd be on the phone with him, or texting him vigorously.